Leppavaara - shopping day

This photo is the main building of Helsinki University of Technology. Nice right? The ground is all filled with sNOW! Cause it snowed today again~~



Today the 3 of us again, went to Lepavaara, where there is a shopping centre with 2 HUGE supermakets. The whole place is rather big, and the shops mostly sell winter wear, boots..yea and of course food. Not bad a place to shop! Oh ya, there is SUbwaY in it too... (my fav fast food in singapore.. the price? same as SG but in euros.. meaning twice as ex). We spent about 3 hours there... And i bought something I really think is quite worth! There was this shop having sales, and i bought a jacket that was on a 70% sale! So it only cost me 15 euros! And i realised that the jacket is 50% down and 50% feather, so i guess its quite a good buy. Then i dont have to look the same in every photo anymore. hahaha..

Inside the shopping centre

Outside


And there was a pet shop too. They sell pets like hamsters... and this:



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Daryl and I made this small snowman in the morning b4 we went out, outside his house. And then when i came back to my house, i saw this BIG snowman that someone else made!! Its really BIG. oh man... bigger than me. I think i want to try make something like that tmr, since i've nothing to do on a sunday here. haha... we shall see!


This was our dinner.. haha. 2 chicken drumstick and a plate of veggie with ham and meatball. i miss guo tiao!!

Suomenlinna

It snowed today! Finally.. I woke up and saw the ground filled with ice... So cooL!!! When I walked out of my hostel to meet daryl and meiqing in helsinki city, i had my very first experience with SNOW!!! It was really really pretty, and the feeling of ice falling on u.. its so fuN! Its so different from rain. It was snowing quite heavily... took a photo of my own scarf while walking.


And this is the place where I stay.. this building.


Oh and i wrote my name on the snow for fun! this is the train station (kannelmaki). My "hometown" in Helsinki!

Today the 3 of us went to Suomenlinen, the sea fortress that is built on islands just off the coast of Helsinki (national monument) and one of Finland's cultural treasures. (copied frm the brouchure). Its very pretty there.. we took alot of photos. It has museums, restaurants etc, but we didnt visit those places. We took photos outside and luckily because of the snow today, the photos we took were nice, i believe. :) The place can be reached by taking a ferry near the helsinki city.

can see me? im at the back...


this is the frozen "lake" that we found.

This is daryl trying to create fake snow from the sky for me.

Oh ya... we witnessed some weird rally. ha.. then got a few police cars surrounding it. Nothing interesting, but something that i dont get to see in singapore. Hmm.. and we also saw some marching. But dunno which country's one. Nvm if u dont understand me.. cause i dont know what i saw too. hahaha...

Btw, i will be wearing the same jacket all the time, so i would seem to be in the same clothes everyday... haha.

More pics?

My attempt to make ice kacang for my daddy.

me and the beautiful botak trees...

Just tried msn video call with my mum! abit laggy but its okie.. quite fun! think skype can do better but my mum never download skype.. can make do with msn. :)

Just went Prisma (a supermarket that is quite big, near my hostel) to shop today and that's all... Didnt do much the whole day... Oh ya..forgot to popst pictures of my room and apartment!

This is my bed.. and i purposely shift the table such that i can use my laptop from my bed.

Another view... daryl is playing his PSP.. On the wall is my audition game poster.

This is my cupboard and shelf beside the door behind my bed... and that poster is my lin jun jie!!

The little kitchen in my apartment.

The living room/ dining area of my apartment.

And this is the common corridor inside the apartment.. the opened door is my room. My room is numbered 1. The nearest to the toilet and the main door. (turn left)

Basically the whole apartment feels very white to me when i first stepped in. Imagine 2 opened doors and empty rooms and the stillness of the whole apartment? its quite eerie to be alone.. but now it feels better!

Orientation day... photos!

Today is the orientation day. The whole orientation is just sitting in the lecture room and hearing different people speak, informing us about the practical things and the life in Finland blah blah... Wanted to sleep halfway through. But it was useful, overall. Still in the midst of mapping modules. Sigh.. quite troublesome. Cos we have to beg for more Credits to map to our modules in SG.

Oh and I finally have room mates after 1 week! =) So happy to see them in the apartment when I came back, but I still don't know how to get closer to them. Cant force myself to talk to them and stuff. Maybe i should just wait for it (talk and become closer) to naturally happen. Anyway one of them is from Australia and the other is from France, and that's about all I know about them for now because I just met them tonight only. And they sleep so early! 9pm only they say goodnight le. Hehe..

Pictures...!!

This is my fav. snack i found in Finland. Doughnuts! Small ones.. quite cute. Hopefully I dun grow fat eating them.


And this is the cheapest brand for all types of things I can get from supermarket. X-tra is the brand! They sell pizzas, spagetti, hot choc powder .... to toilet paper. haha.


Oh and i saw this dog barking inside the car on my way to Tapiola yesterday. Poor dog locked inside the car!!


This is the city of Helsinki. The building on the left is the Central railway Station.


This is the cheapest food in school. 2 euros.


The only place where there are free toilets. Elsewhere in the city, have to pay!!

Tapiola

Yup.. today we went to Tapiola, which is rather near school to shop. We found out that the things there at "S Market" (a supermarket) is a little cheaper than the supermarket (Alepa) that we always go to. There is also Stockmann there, and other departmental stores... and a few supermarkets. We realised that our favouritest activity is still shopping for food... haha. We were the most awake doing that. --Photos will be uploaded later.

Yeah thanks mel for telling me that youtube has project superstar... haha. Im so blur, should have suspected that they should have. Well all my favourites have been kicked out already, only left Nat to support! hehe... But dont really like him as much also... Darren is improving alot! =)

nose bleed again

sigh.. this is the 3rd time le.. and it happened when i was sleeping. I have really been drinking alot of water already. dunno why still like that. Very scared that it will be often.. then there is really something wrong with me.

Its bad on weekends, shops are closed!! Luckily the school's supermarket is still opened. So unlike singapore... on sundays, people are on a shopping spree.. I miss singapore. papa, mama. I miss them so badly. And i miss the local channel 8, 9 pm shows. I miss project superstar. I miss the food in singapore already too.

helsinki...

Been walking around helsinki central and familiarising myself with the place. One shocking thing I found out was, only one departmental store has free toilets, and the rest have to pay to get in... and it cost 1 euro just to pee! oh manzz... yup, and we didnt know that today is a holiday in finland and happily went to helsinki central. Stockmann ( the departmental store) was not opened! But we sort of cheated to get into the toilet... there is no one collecting the money, we have to insert the money into the door then the door can be opened. So we just waited outside the door for the person inside to open the door so that we can enter for free. haha...

The weather is slowly starting to get colder... just now there was ice formed on the ground already... so its abt 0 deg cel now. I suffered a terrible nose bleeding experience 1 or 2 days ago. it was really scary cos i dunno when it will stop and it really did take quite a long time to stop. And when i lift up my nose abit, i started to cough out the blood through my mouth with "tan". very scary. luckily daryl was with me.. =)

Daryl has been cooking for us... cooking is so much cheaper than eating out. But we are always almost cooking the same stuff... meatballs, FROzen veg (not frozen one very ex), ham and spagetti in tomato sauce.. ewwW... missing singapore food already..

some photos...

the four of us, at matti's house on the 1st day

taken near matti's hse

admin stuff to do

jan 03, went to do all the admin stuff. went to sch to register and see the school, then to the registrar office to register as citizens so that i can buy the travel card etc etc. Couldnt have done all of these in 1 day without the help of my tutor. But still, i wanna complain him!! cos he always answer out of point when we ask him questions. Not onli that, i thnk he is weird too. He helped me and fuxiang buy burger for lunch and didnt even ask us which one we wanted. In the end I bite one mouth... oops, beef. sigh. had to change to burger. its like he just went straight to buy n never tell us that he is buying for us too. And he did alot of other weird things. And i cannot really understand his english... argh.

After a whole day, i asked daryl to come over my place. It was a really tedious trip for him. he spent alot of $ calling for help =( and had alot of difficulties finding. And his hands were so cold because he had to use one hand to press the hp buttons and call. Yea, we cant survive without a pair of gloves. exposed to the air for maybe 1 min, we will feel our whole hand numb. It will be worse when its -20 deg cel.

still trying to get use to the life here, and getting to know how to travel to places... =) more upcoming~~

first few days in finland

saying goodbye
thank you everyone who came to send me off. i really appreciate it. thank you mum and dad and bro. muacksz. thank you aunt bel for all the winter clothings. thank you mummy and daddy for ur love always. =)

the plane
i couldnt slp throughout, so after the entire flight, i felt like a zombie. Transitting at london gave me troubles, we were only allowed one hand luggage and i had to squeeze 1 bag into the other.. and wear all the winter clothings so that the things in my 2nd bag and the 2nd bag can fit into my 1st bag. sigh. but in the end, we got a good officer who closed one eye on my cannot close luggage. ha...

matti's hse
yeah we stayed over at meiqing's tutor's house on the first nite cos the offices onli opens on the 2nd of jan. his bed is damn shiok.. very soft and i finally got some good slp! he is very shuai to me btw. haha.. will upload pics another time. too sian and tired now... anyway, he made us tea, cut fruits for us, and cooked lunch for us! (spag with chicken and tomato sauce) yummy. not bad. =)

separated from meiqing and daryl
because my hostel is in helsinki and their hostel is in espoo(which is in school) , so we had to go separate ways to get our keys and stuff. haha.. i cannot really understand my tutor cos he speaks with a weird slang... but i just laugh and nod. haha... now in my room now, very lonely, abit scared. think i will ask fuxiang over to accompany me. its really quite quiet. Non of my room mates have arrived yet... sob..

the elevator
very old fashioned! its like those with doors, then you close the doors then the lift will move. hehe... interesting.

the weather
its not very cold yet. only 2 to 5 deg now... but its gonna get colder..

price of things
very very ex loh. travelling cost 2 to 4 euros (so far for the trains i've taken). which is 4 to 8 sing dollars! haizz... food is ex too, but heard that can get cheaper food in campus.

finland itself is cool. When i first stepped into the airport, it felt homely. (unlike london)

upsetting

stupid hairdresser.. tell her not to cut my hair she still cut. cut until so short. super upsetting. N she rebonded my hair until so messy!! im really upset. sigh. *scream*

singapore turf club

Went out for dinner with my jc friends, then I went back to the spec shop to collect my specs but the uncle closed shop for 3 days. Don't know why. Anyway after that I decided to follow my dad to the Singapore Turf Club to see see... Cos my mum is working there. Wah, the horses are really beautiful!! So shiny and pretty. It was fun to see them race... and all the uncles and gamblers are shouting for their horse numbers. Me and my dad tried to predict and played for 3 races too. But all the tickets got "eaten away". Its really hard to guess which horse is going to win... Though it was interesting to look at the horses and stuff, its a place which I think I would not step in again because the air is really bad. I think 99.999999% of the pple there smoke, and I could hardly breathe. The 0.000001% is me lah. It was really quite terrible cos i was trying to find a single spot that i can breathe good air and there wasnt any. ha...

more pics!! yumyum

my prince!!!!

oh man.... i think im too old to get crazy over an idol.. but Im really crazy!!! im just halfway watching the "gong" vcd. N im going mad over li lu.. the prince in the show! His korean name is kim jeong hoon. He is super super prince! cannot take it, saliva all over the mouth le. hahahah... Here is a pic of him. Guess he is every girl's dream bai ma wang zi.... when he is upset:
isnt he cute? super cute? super duper lovely? hehe

congrats me!!

i wonder if im still dreaming?? I got the SEP award!!! yeahyeah... just when I least expected it, it came!! still don't know how much I am awarded, but being awarded is already enough! =) yeah... didn't put my beautiful photograph to waste. That was my last passport size photo that I liked the most. When i took it i didnt have so many pimples as compared to now. Now i really look terrible.

yeah... im happy!!

A good break, finally

It has been 2 months since I last posted. Such a long time. Been really busy completing projects in school and studying for exams. Alot of Ups and dOwns these few months, quite tiring. I was very affected by my mid term tests and stuff that I sort of went really crazy for a few days. Think I affected the people around me alot that time, especially my parents and daryl. Well everything is over now, finally I can have a good break after exams.

Quite happy, but at the same time, I am also preparing my stuff to bring over to finland for half a yr. Don't know how much clothes I should bring also. And my mum has been spending alot of money on me, buying me the thermal wear, gloves, the BIG jacket... I have already spent near 2000 including insurance and stuff, eXcluding the air ticket. that's why i really hope to get the NUS sep award, but my hope is gone. The supposedly week that they should release the results is over, and i didnt receive any email. Sigh. My poor parents, spending so much on their little girl.

Alot of things to talk about, but dont really wanna put them down le... too tired. haha. But i will update my blog quite often (i hope) when i m in finland. To leave memories for myself and to update my friends and parents whom I will surely MiSS like crazy....

birthdays and more to come

pin xiu's birthday...
cosy little party at her own house.. actually i should have done tt too.. wats the point of spending $ and squeezing in a little chalet at pasir ris? hehe...

Weiling's birthday... she didnt hold any party so me and yanjun celebrated for her at the "village" at hereen... Its the restaurant that replaced marche. super copy marche... the environment is exactly the same. We had the chocolate fondue there.. not too bad, but they way the choc was made was a little disgusting.. its white fresh milk mixed with chocolate chips.. the food was not too bad.

backgroud is fake.. oh i look terrible, didnt sleep for 2 days cos of an assignment.. sigh. in the end our lecturer extended the deadline anyway.. hai

where was i the whole september? busy studying loh. go school... come home.. do tutorials, projects etcetc. Nothing fun and exiciting... only sad stuff..

daryl's uncle passed away just a week ago.. it was realli realli sad. He was healthy and fine, and all of a sudden he is gone. He had a burst blood vessel at his brain. And went into a coma and a few days later gone le... only 54 years old. Its like.. you dunno when you're gonna die. What happens when u die? u cannot see your loved ones any more.. never get to say your last words. And where do you actually go to? Can one actually see the living after he dies? So scary... And his poor wife.. cry until so ke lian. She is very heartbroken.. i can feel it and i feel very super sad for her too. And the children too. =(

oh i wanna complain... i got this super pathetic lecturer who doesn't give lecture notes, doesnt lecture, and doesnt care whether we realli understand or not.. the lessons are conducted by the class. veri sian. hate his stupid and lazy face.

finally, updates

so long since i last blogged. Guess no one would visit my blogsite anymore.. haha... today meiqing just reminded me that i've a blog so here i m, blogging.

This semester im taking 6mod, a total of 4 projects... sobsob. But i think i will s/u one of my mods.. and i really hate this human resource module. the assessment consists of 20% class participation. =( and i havent even spoke up during the first lesson. Its really affecting me alot, lowering my happiness level. I was actually quite happy to start a new sem after such a long hol and until i know i've to take this sucky mod.

Met a small group of my jc frens at shaun's birthday party... Guess they all havent changed much.. still as vj-ish as ever. havent been keeping in touch with them. my jc class... not united... Well, the food was good at his party at his dad's restaurant, but came too slow, by the time the main course came, we were abt to leave.. abt 9 plus already.

just changed sand for my hermit crab yest... guessed my two little crabs have grown quite close to each other. always see them lying next to each other =) oh. there was one day i thought vonvon died cos its shells were broken and lying around. after that i found that it was because it was moulting! haha... scared me!

daryl bought me SE k800i!! hehe... quite a few weeks ago le. so happy, still very happy!!

hermit singh

yeah! i finally got my pets... their names? dadar and vonvon.. hehe. and they have nick names too! The hermit crabs live in shells.. (duh) and i bought extra shells for them because the uncle said that they will outgrow their shells so have to standby bigger shells. The shells have designs on them... i bought one with a football design, sheep design, singapore flag, ghost and shark.. the 2 crabs that i bot live inside the sheep and football shells... the funny think is that.. the moment i look at them when i reached home, the football one has already changed its shell to the singapore flag one which is bigger than the football shell! Too bad i didnt witness the changing of the shell... sigh.. and the football shell is wasted because its too small le. And tat is why dadar is nicknamed hermit sing...h. Ai guo.. haha.

They are still very shy, keep hiding when they see me...

tioman has been an ok trip.. cos it was rather small and therefore boring. But the ppl whom i went it make it better bahz. took alot of photos, which was fun... and swam with fishes too. got baked in the sun for onli one day, because the first day weather wasnt that good.

my 2nd yr anniversary with daryl was simple and nice... went out to sing k lunch and then walked ard and eat dinner. but he took leave specially for me so i am quite touched. Why onli quite? cos as usual.. he did it becos i requested it... better than none i guess.

In the end, I decided not to quit my job.. having a job is better than floating around and having nothing to do. Afterall, I'm sort of enjoying the fact that I dont have to work everyday, only like 2 or 3 times a week. Its quite enough for me... not too tiring.

Im going tioman next week le... heard that there is nothing much to do there except to see see and take photos. But at least this is the first time im going overseas with friends only! This wld also be a good time to catch up with meiqing n steven too. Quite looking forward to it... Havent seen pinxiu for quite a long time too.

July is a month of birthdays... mingwai, xiao xuan... actually not alot of pple but the both of them are enough to kill. haha... my two good friends turning 21 ... joining the club le. Excited to celebrate their birthdays for them!

world cup world cup---- who will win?? i think france will win. haha.. cos they beat the unbeatables BRAZIL.. my beloved england lost le.. now i support france. And i turned into a gambler le.. haha.. been betting on those matches nowadays.. think i bet about 8 matches le.. and i won 3 times only. But overall there is some winnings la... quite fun loh. Lose then lose, if win can win a few bucks mah. =) i always bet the minimum, 5 dollars. haha.. maybe im going for a bigger one for the finals.

jj rocks forever

i love junjie!! hehe... fell in love with him le.. after his concert. What can i say? it was fantastic and entertaining.. just hearing him sing melts my heart. love his voice, his talent, his looks.. so boiboi! =) too bad from my seat i can only see a small figure moving around, gotta look at the screen all the time. But its already the most expensive seat le...

feel like quitting my current part time job le. Very tiring everyday, plus school holiday has come to an end, there will be lesser working hrs for all of us and more ppl available for work too cos the ite ppl are having sch hols soon. And that day.. i lost $101.10 doing cashier... sigh. Im so so so careless, although i already told myself to be very careful le. So stupid lah... Have to pay all by myself. Florence gave me 20 bucks to help me.. i didnt want it but then she insisted. If i quit now, i will feel very dui bu qi her too. Something like, she is trying to help me, so that i feel better and will be happier here too? And also, because of my shortage, zuoping wenhao and hisyam tried to help me in the end they get scolded for helping me cover part of my shortage without letting flo know... sigh. I lian lei them le... they also dun wan me to quit n wanted to pay for me too. So how? dunno whether i can still quit or not.

Just came back from hongkong about 3 hours ago. yea! it was quite a nice trip... and i think that the best part of it was the disneyland! I haven't been to other disneylands before so i cannot compare, but i think that it is really wonderful and pretty! It very magical and really well-built. I loved the fireworks the most... so many colours and disney music was played at the same time. The rides are ok only, as most are for children... but some of the children rides are very amazing as well, especially the winnie the pooh's story. The disney parade was also fantastic... so unforgetful! Luckily it only drizzled abit on that day, if not we would have wasted the trip there. Loved the disneyland. beautiful castle, pretty buildings everywhere.






Well the other 2 days are spent shopping, but i didnt get to buy much, cause the things there are really expensive. Their standard of living is higher than sg... the food.. not really to my liking, but still considered nice. At least the stalls that i went to, the wanton noodle no chilli one.. (so i dont like) and most of the noodles cost at least hk20.. converted wld be about 4 or 5 bucks.. so its like more ex than sg. All in all... i had an enjoyable time there with my parents, my grandma, little cousin n my auntie =)

cashier?

today's my first day doing cashier alone... and i kena shortage already... very sian... but luckily got my supervisor help me. he counted everything for me and helped me top up 14 out of 22 bucks so that i dont have to pay so much. so sweet. Like daddy coming to his daughter's rescue.. he saw i looked stress.. even told me not to cry.. haha...

have to go pack for hongkong liao..last min!! update again when i come back...

work

3 days of work.. 2nd day was boring, tiring and saddening.. cos i made a mistake, and 3 ppl have to come n nag... sigh. stupid me... felt veri demoralised and was so damn tired cause i stood for like 10 hrs. 3rd day of work was fun, why? haha.. cause i had the chance to learn to be cashier! (and sit down!!) Learnt how to use the nets, visa n master machines. But im scared of being cashier alone, cos have to deal with so much money alone. i scared im absent minded n blur. N also, got eye candy. hahhahaa.. eye candy only la..

first day of work after a mth of slacking

i wish i have osim i-squeeze!!!! Ahhhh my legs hurt like mad. First and one day of work @ wild wild wet are already killing my legs, don't know how am I going to last for even tomr??? =( =( so ironic.. yest i was sitting down the whole day playing gun bound at home and was feeling bad abt sitting the whole day. Today im wishing that i have another day like yesterday to sit for all i want!! anyway first day of work was okay, except that I think im still not really used to talking to strangers and was confused abt how some stuff work. But i guess i'll learn gradually. And i think that my supervisor is great!! He was the one who interviewed me actually, he's half indian and chinese... interesting guy :) it wld be fun to get to know him more, but i guess im the sort of quieter gals that he wldnt really enjoy mixing with... time to get some rest i guess... another day of work tmr... *sobs*

sea sports camp

my cousin's wedding is over, sea sports camp is over... now my hols are very free. Looking for job but failed to find any yet...

Sea sports camp was quite fun, except that i was lousy at some stuff... The first day we went for wind surfing, which really took away all of my body's energy, such that when i went back up to shore, I was feeling nausea and weak. But it was a fun experience, pulling up the sail and trying to balance properly. I was unlucky to have taken the bigger sail, towards the end then someone changed for me a smaller one, which i can at last, at least have a chance to move a few inches on the board. haha... Kena alot of bruises from wind surfing, cos of the climbing up, and the stupid sail even hit mhy head accidentally when i fell.. so lousy loh..

The next day we had wakeboarding and sailing, both of which were total failures. Wakeboard was really bad for me because i could only get up twice in 8 times i tried. Many people tried much more than 10 times and i only tried a few times because i was feeling weak n cannot make it... For sailing, there was no wind so we used oars instead, so its not really sailing anymore..

The last activity on the last day was my fav.. kayakin! =) but daryl was sea sick towards the end so we kayak for a little shorter while then the rest. But i still enjoyed it cos its my fav sea sports.

Yup.. I wanna work!! I want to work in a shopping centre environment cos i havent tried before.. wanna be a sales assistance or cashier. haha... think if i start work now i'll be so tired everyday and wish im not working. But having nothing much planned everyday is quite a bad thing... feel like im wasting my time not working for money for my pocket.

my birthday, which is abt 2-3weeks ago.. haha

Oops... havent posted for very long!!! Too busy liao, and my 21st birthday is over, and exams are almost over as well. One more paper to go! Phew...

Had a fantastic birthday celebration, thank you everyone who came~ thank you :) I love the moment where everyone sang birthday song for me together... made me feel very happy. Also, although my birthday cake was quite "destroyed" i still love it all the same (cookies n cream ice cream is always nice). And the bbq food, my relatives were so nice to bbq food for my frens. N daryl's dad made 2 bucketful of beancurd which were emptied by the end of the party.. N also my 3 sweet friends (yanjun, pearl and xuan.. hehe)who stayed over with me and daryl.. so xing fu!!

On my actual day of birthday, i had daryl steven n meiqing to accompany me to wild wild wet... it was a really fun day, i knew i had to study but couldnt be bothered. haha.. so we met at around 12pm and travelled there, and alot of times we were trying to tickle n capsize each other while using the float. It was really funny. =) And there was this camera which took a shot of us when we were sliding down the big slide together. We made 2 attempts to pose properly n then they also bought me the photos for remembrance... after all the fun with water, we went all the way back to jp to eat sakae sushi!! and then we went to catch ice age 2. it was a lame and cute show.. veri fun n memorable day!

birthday photos

my favouritest baby........cousin. hehe
pri sch frens
sec sch frens... veri little hor.. haha.. these 3 frens are my closest n still the most dearest to mi=)

my nus gurl FRens... lish, pinxiu, kat, mq, wenlee, huajing

my lovable jc frens

~carmel, flo, justina, hq~
my guy frens~Beng, steven, daryl, junyong, zanlun, zhaocheng~

~hsbc gang~ celine, weiling, victoria, ningfeng, keejun, melvin~

steven ah..

i've been so busy these few weeks that i have no time to update my poor blog. Presentations and quizes coming up, very tiring... arghh...

oh yah... one thing i wanna talk about is steven's birthday! Steven meiqing n i stayed over at daryl's house and in the morning b4 steven woke up, we already woke..we put powder over his spectacles and all over his hair. Haha.. of cos he was blur and abit shocked when he woke up. That was not all to it, we let bruno(daryl's dog) into his bathroom while he was bathing. Cos the bathroom had 3 doors, and we just stuck a "Out of order" sign over the lock so that he would not lock his door... We also took out the cream from the oreo biscuit and put colgate inside and offered it to him. hahahha.. how evil rite!

see his face...

mid term

Completed 3 out of 4 mid term tests for this week. One more to go tomr. dont think i did very well for the tests, and tmr's cs test im sure wld be worse... cannot stand that module anymore. Its really very difficult, i dun get it!! dun understand~~ sian...

i was so digsusted with a group of guys that day in the lecture theatre... Their lecture was before mine and when i went to to find seats after their lecture, there were 2 guys standing on the chairs with their shoes on... so dirty loh!! they really very inconsiderate. And wat's worse was there was toe nails left on one of the seats! Think they spent the lecture cutting the nails and what the hell... they just left the nails on the seat. they really pissed me off like siao... i bet they thought their nails look very pretty on the seat, ppl would enjoy lookin at them. totally brainless

Had a chance to taste new zealand's ice cream in nus today!! hehe.. chose cookies n cream, coffee and some lime and lemon ice cream.. so fun!! especially on such a hot afternoon. But then i having a sore throat now, cos i ate too much durians the day before, sigh... can't talk properly.

ise chalet~

I just wanna say that i'm so proud of myself cos i just went swimming alone just now! haha... long time since i swam... it was damn shiok..the warm morning sun n the cool water. :) and now its time for mi to get started with some school stuff liao. Haven't been doing much since the mid term break, and tomr is the last day! The day before i went for my fac (ise) chalet... quite alot of pple turned up but there wasn't much interaction between my grp of frens and the rest of the ise pple. We were self-entertaining like siao! At first we ate, then we played a bit of mah jong, and that was my first time playing mah jong alone!! haha... i never played before lah, but sort of know the rules so i anyhow play loh. But was quite lousy lah, didn't even win once. Then after that mi, daryl, meiqing, steven, junyong and lishan went into a room and we played the stupid heart attack game. It was so funny that we laughed and screamed like crazy... and then we played a game also quite fun one.. supposed to give urself fake names... haha... never had such a good laugh with friends for very long.

lin jun jie's cd is finally out! not bad i guess... i think i've too high expectations for it.. my friends all say nice. hehe.. so proud of him! I like the cao cao song the most. :)

here are my flowers for valentines day... wenlee wrapped them! ha... pretty? But meiqing says the colour very indianish... 3 mid terms and 3 projects and 1 essay plus tutorials!! busy "mid term break" this week... cant wait for real holidays again... but before that still got my birthday party... dunno how it will turn out cos i don't think i have many pple to invite. probably inviting my closer friends only bah. hmm maybe i shouldnt have booked the chalet.. just celebrate at home. less troublesome also.. somemore exams will be around the corner at tt time.

sometimes when i think too much about something, i just end up confusing myself about everything. feel useless to tell anyone cos no one will understand mi since i dun even understand myself... what m i talking about....

hmmm i think i sounded abit too miserly and bad about my relatives for my last post. actually its not that bad lah. i just felt abit sian diao at that time cos the day didn't go very well for me..

almost mid semester already. Don't know wat my module - human factors engineering is abt loh. can u imagine? No notes, no tutorials, watch videos and discuss project during lectures. weird weird weird. And the lec doesnt reply my email!! i have decided to s/u my gem.. ha.. no confidence in it at all. And i cannot understand holbo, im just too lousy. ah, watever la...

oh man!!! i finally know how to upload photos!! haha.. no lah.. i thought need to do some other stuff to upload one, but i saw this "add image" thing to click on just now! hahahha... so ulu leh!!! But at least im being honest with my ulu-ness. haha... anyway that's mi in bangkok!

wataday

Had a super long day at daryl's house on the 2nd day of new yr, they invited lots of friends and relatives over to celebrate... so in the morning i was there to help out a little. Lots of things happened, and i was a bit sian by some things. I wore my new gior jeans there n i dirtied it abit with the satay sauce... mi and daryl lost 30 bucks in blackjack... was actually winning in the afternoon, then our luck turned bleah at nite. And i wasn't at home the whole day until at night when i went home, i found my favouritest pineapple tarts reduce to only 1/4 left. That morning there was 3/4 left loh. I was super upset cause i only get that particular bottle of pineapple tarts once a year... and for a few yrs that bottle will definitely last me a month at least... Plus, I was so miserly with it.. that day daryl came i only gave him 4... ha.. My relatives lah.. they never even give mi poor brother any hong bao some more.

Don't feel like talking about the rest liao...

happy chinese new yr!

yeaH! bought my fav fav fav jeans from giordano at last. haha... my dad bought it for mi, cost $59!! i love it manzzz... so happy. This year i bought most of my new clothes from ebase.. bought all of them at 20% discount, then the following week they had a 40% storewide... arghhh...

sigh, i think i don't really like all the modules that i'm taking this sem, and i have 3 projects!! plus, i taking an arts gem, although many ppl found it easy, i feel abit sian abt it cos sometimes i dun really understand what's happening in lec, listen to caucasian lecturing is really quite a stressful thing for me. I wan to concentrate, but my brain switches off all the time. Still can't decide whether i should s/u it or not...

zhang shao han got new cd already... i have the songs in mi laptop liao but then i dunno whether i should buy the cd or not. I think i do want the original cd, just tt i cant bear to part with my 20 bucks for songs that i already have.

Since last year's august or so, my skin condition got very bad... and then it dragged all the way to exam period. Don't know why suddenly so kong bu. For the whole of nov and dec, i've been going for facial... think it has got much better, but then the problem is still there.. still quite terrible cos i really put in a lot of effort to make it better. iTs just not fair.. some ppl dun need to care so much yet their skin is almost perfect... =( jiu ming ah.

lastly, happy chinese new year to all!!

2006

happy new year! abit late but still its already 2006. School's already opening next week. Sadly, my ah gong passed away after 4 days of the new year, so now we are all busy with the funeral stuff. He had lung cancer, and has been surviving for 1 year like that, and finally the cancer cells took away his life. Sigh.... I wish the people around me will stop smoking but even at the funeral, most of my grandpa's sons smoke. Or should I say all...

My brother has a broken ligament on his knee, think he is going for an operation soon. Then he has to go thru pysiotheraphy i think, such that he can walk like normal again... I think he will never dare to ice skate again... i hope. Dangerous stuff when he has no talent or there is no proper coach..

2005 is coming to an end... it has really been a long year for me, especially in the middle of the year. After September time seems to fly very fast... This whole holiday i rotted so much that after i finally get to work 2 days in the clinic xuan is working at, I feel so drained... so tired. Waking up at 9 plus am has been my habit during the hols and the need to drag myself up at 6.30am in the morning is really a torture.. But for money.. hah... no problem la... spent so much money during the hols with little budget, now my bank is quite empty liao.

All the hard work put in for the last semester has finally been paid off, thank god for that and thank daryl for helping me so much.. A sotong couldn't have been able to make it alone. A motivation to work as hard next semester, jia you to all my friends!

Feeling lazier to move nowadays, going to swimming and running are like becoming a chore for me... oh no.... that's very bad. They are supposedly my hobbies... what a pig i've become :(

Sigh, i wanted to buy a pair of silver chain slippers that i liked so much from m)phosis... I first saw it in the bugis branch, and then the suntec one. Thinking that there is still lot of stocks available, I wanted to wait for a week or two until i get some money to buy and wear it for chinese new year. But then when i went to some of its other branches again, there seem to be no more... I asked the sales person to check for me whether there is still anymore in other outlets but there wasnt any left. how unfortunate... i could have own a pair if i hadn't hesitated to buy it. WHy??? :( But nvm lah, xuan bought me a nice pair of sandals from the same shop as christmas present too... how coincidental

bangkok trip

jus came back from bangkok yesterday! wow... it was a really great holiday, alot of shopping and visited many nice places... my favourite place is the safari world, its like 10 times better than singapore zoo.. watched a few performances there, all very nice :) and i get to feed a cub as well... the elephant show also very nice. the elephants are trained to play sports and also painting, veri cute. And the most exciting thing i did there was para sailing! yeah, i get to fly high in the air... damn shiok!! =) And i bought at least 14 t shirts from there cos they are veri cheap... one only cost ard 4 bucks. And their earrings are mostly one for 1 sing... hehe.. nice place for shopping!

holidays

exams are finally over... time to take a good rest, these few days i've been sleeping like a pig, can sleep from 11pm to 10am and still feel tired and sleepy. don't know why.. not many plans for this holiday, just a short one month break, going to bangkok for 5 days, and the rest of the hol is for mi to rot and recover from this crazy sem. hopefully this exam will help pull my cap up as well.

things to do this holiday
-improve tennis skills, i wan tennis racquet of my own
-fix puzzle... miss the 'take my own sweet time' times to fix puzzles
-go swimming...i've stopped swimming since last hoL!

westlife is back

finally! after so long, they finally have another album! i cannot stand the last album they had, cant appreciate all the songs, so in the end i didnt buy their previous cd. This time i dunno whether i should buy anot... still deciding... but the songs are nice!

SEP application is over... And i got a common pool place to Finland, Helsinki University of Technology! oh my god! cant believe that i actually have a chance to go!! Cause my cap isnt high enough to compete with others, luckily meiqing helped mi mail the sep in charge... and i got a place allocated to mI!! yipeee.... which means yr 2007 i wouldnt be in singapore to celebrate chinese new year and my birthday with my family... I just cant wait for this exciting 6 mths!! somemore i've got daryl and meiqing going with me =)

exams coming in a week's time, the lectures finally ended today. hai... so much to study, dun think i can even finish studying properly.

study hard....

subway day

today i only had one lecture in school, hence after that mi, daryl, meiqing and lishan decided to go holland v to eat subway!! hehe.... but....

we waited at the bus stop for nearly 20 mins before we had the chance to go up a bus cos the bus stop was so crowded. After we got up the bus, we didnt press the bell and alighted at arts forum there when the car was parked at raffle's hall. sigh... so we took about 30 minutes just to get to the car from science. by that time i was really sianz... but nvm... we got to holland v in the end! We ate our favourite subway, footlong cold cut trio!! it was damn nice lah. hehe... then after that we went to buy cakes for some fren's bday, in the end we were too tempted by nydc and sat down to eat mudpie! =) yum!

if i knew how, i will sure open a subway in nus loh... sure very good business! hehe... there is always this subway bus 95 coming into our school but there is no subway... why not replace munchie monkey with subway? haha.... or macs?

not much updates

sep is almost gone! this semester really pass quite fast, and everyone around me thinks so too. Mid term break is over too, and there are many upcoming tests as well. school is so busy and tiring, but at the same time, also good lah. Keep my mind occupied.

i think daryl's dad is a great great cook. He cooks really nice stuff... on saturday, he prepared a super yummy japanese meal for us. Got all the raw fish meat which tasted so fresh and sweet, and japanese noodles, sushi etcetc. Just like what you get to eat in a restuarant...!

a few days ago i went to this starlight movie at padang.. then i did a really xia suay thing. Hai!! So lose face loh. After the movie was over and as we were packing up, i was clearing the potato chips and other rubbish. Then i saw a guy holding a big black rubbish bag standing nearby and i walked towards him to throw the bag of rubbish in my hand. As i approached him, he seemed to be talking to other people and i was waiting for him to open the rubbish bag for me. I was abit irritated cos he was so slow, then when he finally opened the bag i threw my rubbish inside, he asked me, "you wanna throw ur rubbish?" I nodded my head and turned away. Then suddenly it dawned upon me that he wasnt a rubbish collector!! He was holding the bag he and his friends had. So it was like he was doing a favour for me to throw the rubbish away and i didn't even say thank you and walked away like he was the rubbish collector! Then i heard his frens said, "Put the bag there let others throw the rubbish lah.." arghhh... i didnt dare to turn back and faster zao... sian ahh... haha. he must be cursing away loh.

week 4 ends

Friday is our exercise day! tennis and badminton today, together with daryl, meiqing and steven. I'm sorry meiqing, if u see my face abit sian, i'm not sian abt u lah, of course i enjoy playing with u, no matter how beginner you are, cos i admit i'm not that good too. Its just that I feel sian if I dun get to move enough, cause when it comes to exercise, to mi its really sweat one... and when i dun, i feel lazy and upset loh. But it's not your fault, it's just my lousy attitude lah. And poor daryl has to take all those disgusting tantrums... i'm sorry!

There are many good food around daryl's neighbourhood... and i discovered that the duck/char siew noodle is very very nice! Whenever i'm hungry i will crave for the noodles. Yummy! And I finally learnt how to appreciate roasted chestnuts... Used to hate the smell of it, and now im loving it... And moon cake festival is finally here, again. I love mooncakes, especially if they are durian flavour, of course! durian is my love... mango is first runner-up.

Things are finally settling down. Guess my heart is more or less settled too. It was not easy taking this step... But since i've made that step, i should set my heart into it and don't waver anymore. Sometime it hurts when I look back, but I've got to learn to deal with it and treasure what i've now. To me, relationship is all about responsibility and commitment... once the honeymoon period is over, its the character of the person that you have to accept and love. I admit that i've been lousy at dealing with relationships, but I wan to grow up abit more and be better at it... And i'm really sorry to the one whom i've hurt in my process of growing up.

"Remember that the rope is happy now, and learning to be happier... and so the boy must do the same"

ahhH!!

damn it!! my printer is working so slowly!! im supposed to be going to school noW! arghhh cant stand it. i think it took 1 hour to print 28 pages. Gosh!!Lousy printer... wasting my time. =(

so many tutorials to do... cannot finish as usual. Miss my hsbc friends.. wanna meet up with them soon but when? nO time... and my friend's birthday coming soon, no money!! got to save some money liao.. keep spending and no money loH... sigh! Bought a new bag with meiqing... sam bag to bring to school.. ha, we look like twin sisters.

still waiting for the lousy printer... hurry uP!!!

school week 2 liao...

next week tutorials start, and alot of work are piling up already though its just the 2nd week. C++ lectures have been terrible so far. have to spend hours trying to understand lecture notes, and i have yet to try the tutorial. school kinda suck la.

today's meiqing's birthday... think by the time i finished typing i should say its yesterday already. Bought an oreo chocolate cake from prima deli for her, junyong steven and we girls all celebrated for her... then she told us about the peeping tom kena caught yesterday night at raffles hall. So scary yet i wish i was there to witness that incident cause she said alot alot of guys were running after him.. and alot of bad words and one of the guys even spit at him loh.

Been eating buffet and lots of nice food these days - my grandma's birthday, daryl's birthday and my mum's birthday also. And lots of cakes as well. Really gaining weight must try and control liao. Too much good food is not good for mi... stomach showing.. haha.

"Maybe my love will come back someday. Only heaven knows. And maybe our hearts will find a way. Only heaven knows. And all I can do is hope and pray... 'Cause heaven knows"

what's wrong with me...

I'm terribly confused with my own life, sometimes i feel that what i'm doing is right, sometimes everything feels so wrong, wondered what actually happened, why is my life like this? Well, to be specific.. its my love life... why can't i have a simple and blissful love life? Why do I have to go through all these? Sigh... Used to have a jian jian dan dan de ai... but ever since that break up, things get more and more complicated and sad. Since now that i have him back, why can't i be as happy as before? Why do i not feel the urge to be with him? Am i taking him for granted... or do i really don't feel as much as before? arghhh!!

"i don't blame u if u decide that im a bad girl. be happy, that's all i ask of you"

lucky star

once again my lucky stars are working! daryl got 5th for his bowling competition... 9 pin tap...9 strikes in a row, just 3 more to complete a perfect game. so wasted...

watched charlie and the choc factory, not veri nice lah... the island is nicer. But the choc inside the show is really yummy! haha...

" i never see you sad before, and when i see that you are sad, it really breaks my heart."

bowling or rolling the ball?

Finally get to bowl again, haha.. but i feel that im rolling the ball instead of bowling lor. scores are still around the same, never change lah.

School's starting tmr already. so so so fast.... the whole holiday has been spent at working and working... veri little time of really going out and have fun. Time really flies. So many things happened. people stepping in and out of my life. me getting emotionally drained sometimes. And physically not very well at this point of time too. Getting tired and school's starting liao... Not ready yet. not at all...

"i didn't mean to make u sad, why should i, when all i got from u was concern and great company, and most of all, love... "

sleepy

I've never slept for so long in my life! haha.. maybe i did la, when i was a baby. But it has been a long time since i slept for so many hours... slept from 2am to 11pm and then 1pm to 4pm... realli like pig lor. Wanted to go swimming cause i rebonding my hair tomr then cannot go swimming for a period of time after that already. AHhh losing so much of my tan after the cac camp... cant wait to get it back! Going to a chalet organised by my hsbc friends next weekend at sentosa!! cant wait!

my bro bought a new phone, same as zanlun's...k750i...so cool lor the cam damn zai can take so clear photos! my phone so cheap one.. haha.. abit jealous now but then nvm la i still love my phone.

die la.. onli left 2 weeks then school reoopens liao. This sem i only taking 5 modules, cause there is C++ im realli scared that i cannot cope lor. stupid declan better help me lor... declan is this pokey guy i know from my hsbc clique... he everytime pokes me and teases me, got girlfriend already still so playful and childish. haha... poh fang better do something abt it!!

"i really loved the rainbow we saw together... it was really beautiful... and its the fullest rainbow i've ever seen. thanks for being there for me, thanks for being with me"

shopping spreeee!!

finally get to shop all i want!! haha.. went out with melissa and meiqing today. Shop like crazy, all the three of us bought many many things at our shopping paradise... BUGIS! We had lots of fun trying on clothes, and getting 'mau dun' over whether to buy or not but in the end still bought everything that we wanted! so fun so fun.... i bought 4 skirts and 1 top lor. spent like one hundred over... but then i really nv get to buy anything for myself the whole hol, been too busy working~

bbQ at ecp with my colleagues was fun too. haha... at night my daddy sent me and 5 of my friends home! He just got his new lorry, then we all sat at the back... then there was this time my dad braked the lorry too fast all of us flew to the front and bang each other... its was very funny.

I finally quit my job liao. Now im jobless but very happy cause i can slack at home and do nothing for 2 weeks! yippeee.. been looking forward to this for very long already.

happy bday to ming!

yeah!! had a realli good time celebrating birthday for my dearest meimei... she just joined me in the 20s family yesterday! =) we had dinner at cafe cartel.. ordered seafood combo for 3 but i thought it was not very nice, would have rather eaten at fish and co.. their seafood platter is so much more worth it! Didnt get to try the other food, but i saw some people eating some really big serving piece of meat?? some ribs thing.... looks delicious though.. can try some other times. Then after that we went for ktv at suntec there... really missed ming's singing, really think that she can join the jue dui superstar already. haha...

today is the free movie day!! fantastic four is really really funny!! act its really entertaining, i liked the show! haha.. had lots of fun laughing with yanjun.. We had free pop corn too, but no one share with me... didnt wan to finish the whole thing myself.

Im extending my stay at work till next friday, cause there are many things to do in the office and the boss didnt want us to leave so early. but yanjun is leaving already cos she's gg hong kong for hol! such a lucky girl... i didnt even get to go malaysia... must find one weekend go malaysia shop and eat, at least.

I think im recovering quite fast from heart break. thanks to my lovely angel. I dunno whether its just for this period of time that im feeling better, or is it going to last for good. I cant predict wat's gg to happen in the future too. But all i know is im grateful for my angel's existence... =) thank you so much for coming into my life, at the right time...

Breathe Again

Have you wondered how it feels when its all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start anew
Never know it where you're going when you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now i just close my eyes and say

I just wanna breath again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little cry a little live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little try a little more
I'll breathe again

Starting out is never easy
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a bit of luck its a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Dont wanna live my life in vain

Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn

last 2nd week of work

Have been piaing OT since monday, worked a total of 11.5 hrs of OT so far already! But then really tiring and no life lor... more than 12 hrs in the office. Quite look forward to watching fantastic four with my colleagues. Kelly services is treating us next wednesday at PS after work... coolzz... oh ya.. and they gave all of us a notebook that has a big spongebob picture on the front page. haha... it was so cute, but it only reminded me of sad stuff.. so i giving it away....

Mood has been up and down. There are times that im happy and times when im not, but life continues, and im really glad that there is this person who really cared for me... Let me call the person my angel bah.. Never thought that my angel would give a damn to whatever i feel cos we have never been close before, or really been friends who talked alot b4... it was really a surprise to receive so much comfort, and im happy that there is this angel who is so promising to offer me lots of attention. When i asked him why he care so much for me, and he sent me a really sweet msg abt love and friendship.

one day love and friendship met. love asked friendship, " why do u exist when i already do?" friendship simply replied," to put a smile where you leave tears." :)

where does my life leads?

Returned from a camp with a black face. burnt face. sad face. lost face... i've lost him, and no matter how hard i tried to bring him back, i still lost him. maybe it wasnt meant to be... i know i have to let it go, i've to learn to live an independent life on my own. i promised myself, my mum and all my friends who love me to be a strong girl. i'll do it, i will... for their sake. Its really not easy, after being so dependent for almost a year, after spending almost everyday with someone who loves u so much. and now everything is gone... after all the promises that he made has gone into the drain, how m i supposed to carry on?

once he told me to share this nick with him.. it was a song from madagascar, and now... he is sharing a song with another girl.......

"Do away with the old state. A child is guided by wise parents. Suit yourself in your endeavours. Your livelihood is assured."

simple yet so admirable...

i was walking along bugis street, and an old couple was walking in front of me. They are very old, probably in their 70s already, and they were holding hands and swinging them like how young couples do. A feeling of admiration and jealousy came over me... I really admire them for being so loving after so many years. its simple, yet it is not (in another way). :)

dreading monday

sucks man... tomr is monday again, and the worst thing is that i've to be on my own tomr at work, cause yanjun is away for camp for this whole week. There are other frens there lah but then yanjun is like my companion during working time, sharing the same music as me and talking and laughing with me.

Had a rather good sunday today, watched "batman begins" with daryl... yest went swimming alone and actually swam 30laps! haha...didnt know how i achieved that, maybe i really felt bored and nothing to do so just kept swimming and swimming.

Abit sad to know that one of my friends from hsbc is quitting in like a weeks' time or two. Sigh, she has really been a great friend though the time that we know each other is very short. But i know she is a super nice girl. She was with me while i checked my results in the office that day, and it was really comforting to have her with me. And she even went to the temple the day before just to pray with me. How sweet right... think she is really a gift from the gods to me. Such a nice girl... and im going to miss seeing her after she leaves. Hopefully we will still keep in touch.

baddie mood

was in a total bad mood today... didnt feel like working or doing anything at all. felt almost dead sitting down there, and when it was finally time for lunch, it rained heavily... In the end me and yanjun had cup noodles at the office. Actually felt very touched, cause ningfeng kept asking us whether we wanted food from the hawker because they are taking a car out to da bao food... and we didnt want, but he kept asking and asking until we really rejected him until he bo bian. Such a nice person, most of the time, other ppl would just ask one or two times, and wouldnt care much abt what we eat... Actually a few guys there are quite sweet, such as our manager, lih pin.. he always buys little stuff for us, apples, pocky, vitagen... such a caring manager we've. :)

not really looking forward to camp... dont know why. Maybe cause im not really involved in the stations and i dont really understand why i'm going... sighz. This is the camp that i've been looking forward to joining since last year, cos i met my dear from there, and i really had a memorable time there. and in the end i've to feel this way. Because of work, couldnt attempt dry runs... felt super detatched from the ppl there. nothing to do for the camp. sian ahz....

a romantic song that i fell in love with...

it was originally sung by diana ross, and the american idols of season 4 sang it! :) here are the lyrics..

I wanna call the stars Down from the sky
I wanna live a day That never dies
I wanna change the world Only for you
All the impossible I wanna do
I wanna hold you close Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful Looking at you
In a world of lies You are the truth

And baby Everytime you touch me I become a hero
I'll make you safe No matter where you are
And bring you Everything you ask for Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see Just what I was
Show you the loneliness And what it does
You walked into my life To stop my tears
Everything's easy now I have you here

And baby Everytime you touch me I become a hero
I'll make you safe No matter where you are And bring you
Everything you ask for Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

eye for a guy

why why why!? why did howard lose to stupid wolfgang!? i've nothing to say, howard put in so much effort lor. sucks.... poor howard.

haha.. just felt very ji dong, need to relieve...

spongebob craze

Did quite alot of things this weekend... went to watch the phua chu kang musicAL, of course i didnt specially went to buy the ticket to watch. Haha... i personally don't really like pck one. but then after the show, i think i've better impression of him already. He can sing, quite well lah. The tickets were given to me by my mum, complimentary ones. Brought along daryl's brother with us to watch it. He quite enjoyed it lah. for me... it was ok only, but its nice to know how the musical was like. I think its quite a simple plot, but the music was not bad.. :)

Saw two pple wearing a spongebob squarepants t-shirt! wonder where they bought it from, cause mi and daryl want it! haha... its really very cute. Only managed to find those kids one from robinsons... havent seen it anywhere else. Hope that i'm able to find it soon.

i also went to watch the korean movie "my boyfriend is type B". Ha... its quite a funny show lah, not very romantic but overall its not too bad.

Finally got to ssee huiqian and carmel.. and the rest of the cac pple. i think im always the same quiet me, never really talked much. Or should i say, didn't talk at all to the whole group together. While daryl seems to have gotten along with the rest quite well... maybe cos of the dry runs for the camp. I didnt go for any because of work. Talking about work... they have been making ppl work lesser or half day these days. I really think that they have lousy planning skills, such that they have to treat their workers so badly in the end. make ppl go home early and earn less money when at first they didnt even allowed any leaves to be taken and told us to be prepared to work ot for the 3 mths. haiz.. thought that things have gotten better ever since i left hsbc last year.

summer by KENZO

yeah!! i finally got my perfume! its realli realli nice, kinda soapy powdery smell. fell in love with it when i bought the cleo mag a month ago where they gave a little bottle to sample, then went around searching for it, and the taka staff told me it will only be launched on the 3rd of june! And now i got it! :) so happy. daryl buy for me one, the 50ml one which cost 97 bucks! so expensive!! haha.. but he got it got me willingly.. hehe.. he was in a good mood because of his perfect results. i felt very happy for him too lah.

my one month

oh my god... its has been soooo long since i've last updated my blog, about a month already! Blame it on the job that im having now, i have been working from 8.30 am to 6pm and sometimes later from monday to friday. Yup, bedok hsbc has been a really great place to work in! i've enjoyed myself very much so far, although the work has been very sian and tiring. Guess its all the company that i have now. I've made new friends, funny ones, happy go lucky ones, can-click-well ones etc etc. :) im so glad to be part of them! Went gelare and shopping with them, and in the office, we even have angel and mortal game going on... my mortal is jonathan, and i think he knows who i m already. haha.. he has been a very nice mortal, buying me lots of snacks...cause im a nice angel! all of us call him bucky right from the start... in fact he introduced himself as bucky~ Oh ya, these few days very shuang also. cos our productivity at work has been great, we had 2 hrs lunch for 2 days and get to go home one hr earlier and we indicated our time sheets as the normal hrs. its so unlike the previous time while i was working for hsbc too. Whenever there are lesser things to do, we are told to go home and we arent paid for our normal working hrs. maybe cos we have a good manager now... his name is lih pin... and he is super gentlemanly! he opens the door for me and yanjun the other time, and even said "after you" and smiled.... perfect kinda gentleman.. :) everyone @ work likes him!

watched madagascar already! but i still think that the incredibles was nicer...think pIxar is really zai...

time really flies, today i got back my results liaoz... i know i was dreading it... so the whole of today i've been trembling and going toilet... sighs. i have never been so scared when receiving results before. i don't know what happened this time round. luckily i didnt do THAT badly, but then it wasnt good as well. i should say its just ok lor. still have to work much much harder before i can reach my cap of 4 so that i can have a better honour... haiz, i also dont know whether all the effort that im willing to put in can really improve my grades that much. I just think that i feel doomed in nus... i dislike all the people that im taking exam with.. they stress me out alot. :( when checking results today, yanjun and weiling were there to accompany me. haiz... b4 i even looked at my results, i was so stressed that i.... i always end up like that.. im so glad they were there... and i feel that weiling is a friend that is sent to me to brighten up my days working there... along with yanjun of course. they gave me alot of comfort as i looked at my results one by one... we used a paper to cover the screen and then slowly moved it down...

cac camp is at the end of the month. i tried calling freshies up but they all seemed uninterested... but justina agreed to join in the camp!! im so happy. i really miss her alot. Cant wait to see her again, this coming sunday...

i had one great weekend last week... on one saturday alone, i played basketball, badminton, swimming and went bowling. that was just perfect for me. i love to be kept active! after so many hours of being stationary during the weekdays while working. haiz... im missing out all the precamps becos of work also. And my in-charge is unwilling to grant me 4 days' leave... in the end i could only take 3 days, so i'll have to miss out one day of the camp lor. no work no money, got work less play. sighz... i wanna go holidays...:( surely no chance one... i wanna become tanner too... but i can only feel the sun on weekends, provided its not raining... how sad...