first day of work after a mth of slacking

i wish i have osim i-squeeze!!!! Ahhhh my legs hurt like mad. First and one day of work @ wild wild wet are already killing my legs, don't know how am I going to last for even tomr??? =( =( so ironic.. yest i was sitting down the whole day playing gun bound at home and was feeling bad abt sitting the whole day. Today im wishing that i have another day like yesterday to sit for all i want!! anyway first day of work was okay, except that I think im still not really used to talking to strangers and was confused abt how some stuff work. But i guess i'll learn gradually. And i think that my supervisor is great!! He was the one who interviewed me actually, he's half indian and chinese... interesting guy :) it wld be fun to get to know him more, but i guess im the sort of quieter gals that he wldnt really enjoy mixing with... time to get some rest i guess... another day of work tmr... *sobs*

sea sports camp

my cousin's wedding is over, sea sports camp is over... now my hols are very free. Looking for job but failed to find any yet...

Sea sports camp was quite fun, except that i was lousy at some stuff... The first day we went for wind surfing, which really took away all of my body's energy, such that when i went back up to shore, I was feeling nausea and weak. But it was a fun experience, pulling up the sail and trying to balance properly. I was unlucky to have taken the bigger sail, towards the end then someone changed for me a smaller one, which i can at last, at least have a chance to move a few inches on the board. haha... Kena alot of bruises from wind surfing, cos of the climbing up, and the stupid sail even hit mhy head accidentally when i fell.. so lousy loh..

The next day we had wakeboarding and sailing, both of which were total failures. Wakeboard was really bad for me because i could only get up twice in 8 times i tried. Many people tried much more than 10 times and i only tried a few times because i was feeling weak n cannot make it... For sailing, there was no wind so we used oars instead, so its not really sailing anymore..

The last activity on the last day was my fav.. kayakin! =) but daryl was sea sick towards the end so we kayak for a little shorter while then the rest. But i still enjoyed it cos its my fav sea sports.

Yup.. I wanna work!! I want to work in a shopping centre environment cos i havent tried before.. wanna be a sales assistance or cashier. haha... think if i start work now i'll be so tired everyday and wish im not working. But having nothing much planned everyday is quite a bad thing... feel like im wasting my time not working for money for my pocket.

my birthday, which is abt 2-3weeks ago.. haha

Oops... havent posted for very long!!! Too busy liao, and my 21st birthday is over, and exams are almost over as well. One more paper to go! Phew...

Had a fantastic birthday celebration, thank you everyone who came~ thank you :) I love the moment where everyone sang birthday song for me together... made me feel very happy. Also, although my birthday cake was quite "destroyed" i still love it all the same (cookies n cream ice cream is always nice). And the bbq food, my relatives were so nice to bbq food for my frens. N daryl's dad made 2 bucketful of beancurd which were emptied by the end of the party.. N also my 3 sweet friends (yanjun, pearl and xuan.. hehe)who stayed over with me and daryl.. so xing fu!!

On my actual day of birthday, i had daryl steven n meiqing to accompany me to wild wild wet... it was a really fun day, i knew i had to study but couldnt be bothered. haha.. so we met at around 12pm and travelled there, and alot of times we were trying to tickle n capsize each other while using the float. It was really funny. =) And there was this camera which took a shot of us when we were sliding down the big slide together. We made 2 attempts to pose properly n then they also bought me the photos for remembrance... after all the fun with water, we went all the way back to jp to eat sakae sushi!! and then we went to catch ice age 2. it was a lame and cute show.. veri fun n memorable day!

birthday photos

my favouritest baby........cousin. hehe
pri sch frens
sec sch frens... veri little hor.. haha.. these 3 frens are my closest n still the most dearest to mi=)

my nus gurl FRens... lish, pinxiu, kat, mq, wenlee, huajing

my lovable jc frens

~carmel, flo, justina, hq~
my guy frens~Beng, steven, daryl, junyong, zanlun, zhaocheng~

~hsbc gang~ celine, weiling, victoria, ningfeng, keejun, melvin~

steven ah..

i've been so busy these few weeks that i have no time to update my poor blog. Presentations and quizes coming up, very tiring... arghh...

oh yah... one thing i wanna talk about is steven's birthday! Steven meiqing n i stayed over at daryl's house and in the morning b4 steven woke up, we already woke..we put powder over his spectacles and all over his hair. Haha.. of cos he was blur and abit shocked when he woke up. That was not all to it, we let bruno(daryl's dog) into his bathroom while he was bathing. Cos the bathroom had 3 doors, and we just stuck a "Out of order" sign over the lock so that he would not lock his door... We also took out the cream from the oreo biscuit and put colgate inside and offered it to him. hahahha.. how evil rite!

see his face...

mid term

Completed 3 out of 4 mid term tests for this week. One more to go tomr. dont think i did very well for the tests, and tmr's cs test im sure wld be worse... cannot stand that module anymore. Its really very difficult, i dun get it!! dun understand~~ sian...

i was so digsusted with a group of guys that day in the lecture theatre... Their lecture was before mine and when i went to to find seats after their lecture, there were 2 guys standing on the chairs with their shoes on... so dirty loh!! they really very inconsiderate. And wat's worse was there was toe nails left on one of the seats! Think they spent the lecture cutting the nails and what the hell... they just left the nails on the seat. they really pissed me off like siao... i bet they thought their nails look very pretty on the seat, ppl would enjoy lookin at them. totally brainless

Had a chance to taste new zealand's ice cream in nus today!! hehe.. chose cookies n cream, coffee and some lime and lemon ice cream.. so fun!! especially on such a hot afternoon. But then i having a sore throat now, cos i ate too much durians the day before, sigh... can't talk properly.

ise chalet~

I just wanna say that i'm so proud of myself cos i just went swimming alone just now! haha... long time since i swam... it was damn shiok..the warm morning sun n the cool water. :) and now its time for mi to get started with some school stuff liao. Haven't been doing much since the mid term break, and tomr is the last day! The day before i went for my fac (ise) chalet... quite alot of pple turned up but there wasn't much interaction between my grp of frens and the rest of the ise pple. We were self-entertaining like siao! At first we ate, then we played a bit of mah jong, and that was my first time playing mah jong alone!! haha... i never played before lah, but sort of know the rules so i anyhow play loh. But was quite lousy lah, didn't even win once. Then after that mi, daryl, meiqing, steven, junyong and lishan went into a room and we played the stupid heart attack game. It was so funny that we laughed and screamed like crazy... and then we played a game also quite fun one.. supposed to give urself fake names... haha... never had such a good laugh with friends for very long.

lin jun jie's cd is finally out! not bad i guess... i think i've too high expectations for it.. my friends all say nice. hehe.. so proud of him! I like the cao cao song the most. :)

here are my flowers for valentines day... wenlee wrapped them! ha... pretty? But meiqing says the colour very indianish... 3 mid terms and 3 projects and 1 essay plus tutorials!! busy "mid term break" this week... cant wait for real holidays again... but before that still got my birthday party... dunno how it will turn out cos i don't think i have many pple to invite. probably inviting my closer friends only bah. hmm maybe i shouldnt have booked the chalet.. just celebrate at home. less troublesome also.. somemore exams will be around the corner at tt time.

sometimes when i think too much about something, i just end up confusing myself about everything. feel useless to tell anyone cos no one will understand mi since i dun even understand myself... what m i talking about....

hmmm i think i sounded abit too miserly and bad about my relatives for my last post. actually its not that bad lah. i just felt abit sian diao at that time cos the day didn't go very well for me..

almost mid semester already. Don't know wat my module - human factors engineering is abt loh. can u imagine? No notes, no tutorials, watch videos and discuss project during lectures. weird weird weird. And the lec doesnt reply my email!! i have decided to s/u my gem.. ha.. no confidence in it at all. And i cannot understand holbo, im just too lousy. ah, watever la...

oh man!!! i finally know how to upload photos!! haha.. no lah.. i thought need to do some other stuff to upload one, but i saw this "add image" thing to click on just now! hahahha... so ulu leh!!! But at least im being honest with my ulu-ness. haha... anyway that's mi in bangkok!

wataday

Had a super long day at daryl's house on the 2nd day of new yr, they invited lots of friends and relatives over to celebrate... so in the morning i was there to help out a little. Lots of things happened, and i was a bit sian by some things. I wore my new gior jeans there n i dirtied it abit with the satay sauce... mi and daryl lost 30 bucks in blackjack... was actually winning in the afternoon, then our luck turned bleah at nite. And i wasn't at home the whole day until at night when i went home, i found my favouritest pineapple tarts reduce to only 1/4 left. That morning there was 3/4 left loh. I was super upset cause i only get that particular bottle of pineapple tarts once a year... and for a few yrs that bottle will definitely last me a month at least... Plus, I was so miserly with it.. that day daryl came i only gave him 4... ha.. My relatives lah.. they never even give mi poor brother any hong bao some more.

Don't feel like talking about the rest liao...

happy chinese new yr!

yeaH! bought my fav fav fav jeans from giordano at last. haha... my dad bought it for mi, cost $59!! i love it manzzz... so happy. This year i bought most of my new clothes from ebase.. bought all of them at 20% discount, then the following week they had a 40% storewide... arghhh...

sigh, i think i don't really like all the modules that i'm taking this sem, and i have 3 projects!! plus, i taking an arts gem, although many ppl found it easy, i feel abit sian abt it cos sometimes i dun really understand what's happening in lec, listen to caucasian lecturing is really quite a stressful thing for me. I wan to concentrate, but my brain switches off all the time. Still can't decide whether i should s/u it or not...

zhang shao han got new cd already... i have the songs in mi laptop liao but then i dunno whether i should buy the cd or not. I think i do want the original cd, just tt i cant bear to part with my 20 bucks for songs that i already have.

Since last year's august or so, my skin condition got very bad... and then it dragged all the way to exam period. Don't know why suddenly so kong bu. For the whole of nov and dec, i've been going for facial... think it has got much better, but then the problem is still there.. still quite terrible cos i really put in a lot of effort to make it better. iTs just not fair.. some ppl dun need to care so much yet their skin is almost perfect... =( jiu ming ah.

lastly, happy chinese new year to all!!

2006

happy new year! abit late but still its already 2006. School's already opening next week. Sadly, my ah gong passed away after 4 days of the new year, so now we are all busy with the funeral stuff. He had lung cancer, and has been surviving for 1 year like that, and finally the cancer cells took away his life. Sigh.... I wish the people around me will stop smoking but even at the funeral, most of my grandpa's sons smoke. Or should I say all...

My brother has a broken ligament on his knee, think he is going for an operation soon. Then he has to go thru pysiotheraphy i think, such that he can walk like normal again... I think he will never dare to ice skate again... i hope. Dangerous stuff when he has no talent or there is no proper coach..

2005 is coming to an end... it has really been a long year for me, especially in the middle of the year. After September time seems to fly very fast... This whole holiday i rotted so much that after i finally get to work 2 days in the clinic xuan is working at, I feel so drained... so tired. Waking up at 9 plus am has been my habit during the hols and the need to drag myself up at 6.30am in the morning is really a torture.. But for money.. hah... no problem la... spent so much money during the hols with little budget, now my bank is quite empty liao.

All the hard work put in for the last semester has finally been paid off, thank god for that and thank daryl for helping me so much.. A sotong couldn't have been able to make it alone. A motivation to work as hard next semester, jia you to all my friends!

Feeling lazier to move nowadays, going to swimming and running are like becoming a chore for me... oh no.... that's very bad. They are supposedly my hobbies... what a pig i've become :(

Sigh, i wanted to buy a pair of silver chain slippers that i liked so much from m)phosis... I first saw it in the bugis branch, and then the suntec one. Thinking that there is still lot of stocks available, I wanted to wait for a week or two until i get some money to buy and wear it for chinese new year. But then when i went to some of its other branches again, there seem to be no more... I asked the sales person to check for me whether there is still anymore in other outlets but there wasnt any left. how unfortunate... i could have own a pair if i hadn't hesitated to buy it. WHy??? :( But nvm lah, xuan bought me a nice pair of sandals from the same shop as christmas present too... how coincidental

bangkok trip

jus came back from bangkok yesterday! wow... it was a really great holiday, alot of shopping and visited many nice places... my favourite place is the safari world, its like 10 times better than singapore zoo.. watched a few performances there, all very nice :) and i get to feed a cub as well... the elephant show also very nice. the elephants are trained to play sports and also painting, veri cute. And the most exciting thing i did there was para sailing! yeah, i get to fly high in the air... damn shiok!! =) And i bought at least 14 t shirts from there cos they are veri cheap... one only cost ard 4 bucks. And their earrings are mostly one for 1 sing... hehe.. nice place for shopping!

holidays

exams are finally over... time to take a good rest, these few days i've been sleeping like a pig, can sleep from 11pm to 10am and still feel tired and sleepy. don't know why.. not many plans for this holiday, just a short one month break, going to bangkok for 5 days, and the rest of the hol is for mi to rot and recover from this crazy sem. hopefully this exam will help pull my cap up as well.

things to do this holiday
-improve tennis skills, i wan tennis racquet of my own
-fix puzzle... miss the 'take my own sweet time' times to fix puzzles
-go swimming...i've stopped swimming since last hoL!

westlife is back

finally! after so long, they finally have another album! i cannot stand the last album they had, cant appreciate all the songs, so in the end i didnt buy their previous cd. This time i dunno whether i should buy anot... still deciding... but the songs are nice!

SEP application is over... And i got a common pool place to Finland, Helsinki University of Technology! oh my god! cant believe that i actually have a chance to go!! Cause my cap isnt high enough to compete with others, luckily meiqing helped mi mail the sep in charge... and i got a place allocated to mI!! yipeee.... which means yr 2007 i wouldnt be in singapore to celebrate chinese new year and my birthday with my family... I just cant wait for this exciting 6 mths!! somemore i've got daryl and meiqing going with me =)

exams coming in a week's time, the lectures finally ended today. hai... so much to study, dun think i can even finish studying properly.

study hard....

subway day

today i only had one lecture in school, hence after that mi, daryl, meiqing and lishan decided to go holland v to eat subway!! hehe.... but....

we waited at the bus stop for nearly 20 mins before we had the chance to go up a bus cos the bus stop was so crowded. After we got up the bus, we didnt press the bell and alighted at arts forum there when the car was parked at raffle's hall. sigh... so we took about 30 minutes just to get to the car from science. by that time i was really sianz... but nvm... we got to holland v in the end! We ate our favourite subway, footlong cold cut trio!! it was damn nice lah. hehe... then after that we went to buy cakes for some fren's bday, in the end we were too tempted by nydc and sat down to eat mudpie! =) yum!

if i knew how, i will sure open a subway in nus loh... sure very good business! hehe... there is always this subway bus 95 coming into our school but there is no subway... why not replace munchie monkey with subway? haha.... or macs?

not much updates

sep is almost gone! this semester really pass quite fast, and everyone around me thinks so too. Mid term break is over too, and there are many upcoming tests as well. school is so busy and tiring, but at the same time, also good lah. Keep my mind occupied.

i think daryl's dad is a great great cook. He cooks really nice stuff... on saturday, he prepared a super yummy japanese meal for us. Got all the raw fish meat which tasted so fresh and sweet, and japanese noodles, sushi etcetc. Just like what you get to eat in a restuarant...!

a few days ago i went to this starlight movie at padang.. then i did a really xia suay thing. Hai!! So lose face loh. After the movie was over and as we were packing up, i was clearing the potato chips and other rubbish. Then i saw a guy holding a big black rubbish bag standing nearby and i walked towards him to throw the bag of rubbish in my hand. As i approached him, he seemed to be talking to other people and i was waiting for him to open the rubbish bag for me. I was abit irritated cos he was so slow, then when he finally opened the bag i threw my rubbish inside, he asked me, "you wanna throw ur rubbish?" I nodded my head and turned away. Then suddenly it dawned upon me that he wasnt a rubbish collector!! He was holding the bag he and his friends had. So it was like he was doing a favour for me to throw the rubbish away and i didn't even say thank you and walked away like he was the rubbish collector! Then i heard his frens said, "Put the bag there let others throw the rubbish lah.." arghhh... i didnt dare to turn back and faster zao... sian ahh... haha. he must be cursing away loh.

week 4 ends

Friday is our exercise day! tennis and badminton today, together with daryl, meiqing and steven. I'm sorry meiqing, if u see my face abit sian, i'm not sian abt u lah, of course i enjoy playing with u, no matter how beginner you are, cos i admit i'm not that good too. Its just that I feel sian if I dun get to move enough, cause when it comes to exercise, to mi its really sweat one... and when i dun, i feel lazy and upset loh. But it's not your fault, it's just my lousy attitude lah. And poor daryl has to take all those disgusting tantrums... i'm sorry!

There are many good food around daryl's neighbourhood... and i discovered that the duck/char siew noodle is very very nice! Whenever i'm hungry i will crave for the noodles. Yummy! And I finally learnt how to appreciate roasted chestnuts... Used to hate the smell of it, and now im loving it... And moon cake festival is finally here, again. I love mooncakes, especially if they are durian flavour, of course! durian is my love... mango is first runner-up.

Things are finally settling down. Guess my heart is more or less settled too. It was not easy taking this step... But since i've made that step, i should set my heart into it and don't waver anymore. Sometime it hurts when I look back, but I've got to learn to deal with it and treasure what i've now. To me, relationship is all about responsibility and commitment... once the honeymoon period is over, its the character of the person that you have to accept and love. I admit that i've been lousy at dealing with relationships, but I wan to grow up abit more and be better at it... And i'm really sorry to the one whom i've hurt in my process of growing up.

"Remember that the rope is happy now, and learning to be happier... and so the boy must do the same"