my second fishing trip

The other time i went to catch prawns, this time is really fishing! haha... spent almost 7 hours staring at the bob to go down (means there's fish biting), and finally there was some pull. But unluckily, daryl was not around with me at that time cause he went to buy more little prawns. Did i manage to hook that stupid fish which came at the wrong time up? haha.. yes i did! at first i shouted for help, but no one heard mi... then i just anyhow jerk the rod and reel the line in. And yup!! i got it! haha.... was really amazed that i was lucky. But actually not lucky also... cos we spent a whole day there n caught very little fish.

merry belated christmas to all

Christmas is over, so fast! still got around 2 more weeks then school's gonna reopen liao. so must enjoy myself to the fullest. Well i sorta did, cos a few days ago i went out with mel for a really big shopping spreeeee. Both of us spent more than a hundred bucks in a day, and my savings during last school semester is almost gone just like that! Cos that day there was sale at ebase and mango... and i finally bot myself a proper denim skirt which i like alot. Going to buy more skirts in future cos i have alot of pants and hardly wear skirts. Must be more girly.. haha..

results are out already. Not realli "announcing" my results here but i wan to talk about it lor. Quite saddening la.. i got A- for physics and electrical engine, B+ for maths n programming.. and then my contempt phys (GEM) got C+!!! argh... if not for my gem... my cap could have been higher. Didnt expect to get so low.. in fact i tot it would be one of my better subjects lor. Maybe everyone did very well for it, tat's why my results are not good enough to match up with them. Then Prog is quite surprising... tot i would get lowest for it but it turned out quite okay. Nvm la, kan kai abit liao, just study hard for the next sem...

any suggestions for a bear's name?

i've got a new diy bear! It comes with a birthcert too but i haven't thought of any name for it yet. Its abit yellowish-white in colour, looks very cute lor (its a girl btw). hehe...

went all over singapore to find clay's christmas album, still cannot find! so fast everywhere is sold out. Wanted to get it for xuan for christmas present cause she wanted it very much. feel so shi bai that i waited too long to buy it. been spending quite alot on christmas stuff as well... tho im not a christian but i treat it a day to exchange presents n play!!

trying to read the comic "bowling king" these few days. i usually dun touch comics but now i think comics are actualli quite fun to look at. The pictures sometimes quite funny.. =) Learning how to play tennis bit by bit, still quite lousy at it becos my ball always fly out of the court or cannot reach the net, but i m trying very hard!! hehe...

im back!

yeah! genting was fun, ate lots of nice food, play arcade n go shopping! And of cos the nice weather n lovely daryl. haha... great company, short but enjoyable holiday... oh ya... and i went bowling as well, broke my highest record of 133, got 142!the balls there are realli yucky, got holes n dirty. and the shoes also quite lan. But, i suit that kind of bowling "environment"! hahaha... normally play at rtc, the balls too nice cannot roll well. haha.. crap. Met my aunties in malaysia too, and one of my boy cousin blew into a balloon i cant recognise him liao...so sad, not handsome liao, last time i like to look at his cute face one... :P

finally made myself a puzzle before my trip. Me and daryl pia the whole nite never slp to finish the 950 piece puzzle. got 5 pairs of couple from the fairy tale dancing one! tiring but damn fun. think puzzle is a nice but expensive hobby.

new updates

so happy!! finally got my new handphone... hmm... dun think its an excellent phone, but i liked it anyway... its the samsumg e600c. hehe.... ok la... at last can take photos with handphone. bought it at 48 dollars after trading in my phone n upgrading line. quite a good deal la.. =)

bowling records: still as lousy as ever... "hanging around" scores of 80 - 100, ocaasionally hitting 110+ only. heh... recently fell in love with taufik's "i dream" song... its very very nice... his voice is definitely stronger than slyvester, but then slyvester cuter. haha...

going for a mini trip to genting tomr.. haha, guess most of the time i will travelling lor. But at least can breathe in some different air from somewhere else.. haha... what m i talking? been slacking around for the whole holiday (that's what holidays are for!). ahh... next sem got critical thinking n writing... how... die liao la.. sure do as lousily as gp.

weight loss unsuccessful....

haizz.... wanted to use a week to exercise like hell n lose afew kilo one... And guess what? its not like i never exercise lor. i went swimming for 4 consecutive days with lots of walking (from causeway pt back home n from home to yio chu kang swimming pool leh). also, i've been trying to eat quite little. And still... my numbers are stagnant.... what the #*&%^&*@ ! not fair!!!! sighs... but i already tried my best... =( give up liao la.

yeah..u mite be wondering... home to yck!! haha... mi n my dad took 2 hrs n 20 mins to walk ! Not bad huh... Like father like daughter la. haha... it was quite hot somemore.

holidays....

daryl is in japan now.. but he just called me from there!! i was so happy, and didnt know wat to say...then so fast put down the phone liao. ahhh he call liao then i miss him even more... sobsob....

tOday my legs almost broke.. hahaha as in, i think i tired it to the max... i went swimming then i went to shop the whole afternoon! Keeping myself busy so i won't think so much. But too bad i didnt buy any clothes for miself. Either too expensive, or dunno whether its worth.. and dun realli feel like spending money.

Bought little jackjack from macdonales happy meal... he is sooooo cute, can vibrate one.

yeaH!!! freedom for a month!!

yeaH!! my long awaited holidays are finally here!!! Went to catch the incredibles... incredibly good!! hehe... I love the little boy in the show... cant rem his name... (violet's brother, the one who can run very very fast...). And i especially loved the last part when he took part in the race and got second... so funny! Got standard cartoon, just like Finding Nemo!

haha... went bowling today too, finally got a score of 123... not high la but i quite satisfied liao! (given my standards) Wonder when i will start to be consistent? haha... my scores always go up n down. Had dinner with daryl's family at turf city. Yumyum!! Loved the seafood... Tmr he gg re ben liao... gg to miss him for a week. buT then nvm, after that can go genting with him!! yeahyeah.

And time to get rid of the extra fats that i've put around my body. yuck... so fat! Everyday just sit n study mah, never move at all. So its time to work it out! Sorta planned to go swimming everyday, but i know i will sure tou lan, and i love food... try mi best... And i wanna buy lots of nice clothes, new bag... and new hp... dunno when my parents will buy for mi but soon la. hehehe... Time to catch up with frens also. Uni life really hectic~ wish this holiday will never end!!!

god is looking after me... :)

Left daryl's house for exam 40 mins before exam start.... but there was a jam all the way to school. By the time we reached school, it was 10 mins before exam already. We drove to mpsh's carpark and saw a queue of cars waiting to get out of the carpark becos the carpark was full. There was no parking space left... At that time i tot... die liao la, go into the carpark sure take years to come out because there was a whole stream of cars waiting to come out of the carpark becos alot of cars were outside. Then if park at kent vale or wherever else... still need to run back to mpsh! I really very scared liao... then suddenly we saw one space left! If we were a minute fast to reach mpsh, we would have been in the queue to get out of mpsh carpark, and if we were a bit slower, the place would be taken by a car in front of us... felt so damn lucky....

only left last paper on monday... then can watch the incredibles liao! Must b a nice show since its frm the creators of Finding Nemo.. yeah.. really can't wait!

5 more days to go!

just 5 more days to freedom! So fast, yet so slow....almost all the papers killed me so far. everthing so hard, just put in my best effort liao la. i really look forward to hols, then i can go n swim everyday. Been stagnant for weeks... cannot help it lah.

Quite scary.. dunno how i will do for this sem also. first sem, first exam in nus, really quite stressful. University life is definitely the worst so far.. and i think as u grow older, things are only going to get more complicated and life more stressful bah. Until maybe xiang qing fu le then say. haha... but meanwhile as a student, still can look forward to hols to slack, not too bad la.

i wanna go wild wild wet... anyone wants to go must jio mi leh.....

ren wo au you ending

ren wo au you has come to an end.. tonite is the ending part..... i hope that jingwen and be with kaiwei, since her coach has gone back to his wife. And should show the different outcomes of not treasuring the person u love, eg, coach and his wife ( his wife din treasure him, but in the end they still managed to be together). and yixuan and kaiwei... (never treasure so gone). And jingwen deserves kaiwei! cos she "biao bai" to him leh! hehe..... let jingwen win...

exams really here

yah, a few more days, and the "war" is starting.... been studying everyday lah, but dont know whether it will help or not, because i feel stupider the more i study. Not careless means dont know how to do. Really feel quite lousy sometimes. See how this sem's results go, if really lousy, then next sem i must really be hardworking liao. But i've been doing tutorials what.. where got not hardworking enough? Uni life really quite hard to adapt.... cos not even half a year then have one big exam liao. I feel like im going thru another round of A levels (or shld i say A+ level), last time got 2 yrs to study, now only afew months? ahh cannot take it liao... i wan holidays!!! i want to go shopping and play...

programming madness

int main(){

int test;

printf("Please input number of tests to go:");
scanf("%d", &test);

if(test>0)
printf("Sighs... life sucks");

else
printf("Holidays are here!Yippee!");

return 0;
}


output:

Please input number of test to go: 7
Sighs... life sucks

happy birthday to my best friend...

yeah!! celebrated yanjun's birthday today at fish n co at bugis. Haha, as usual, i was the first one to gobble up all my food.. ate so fast cause it was so yummy! simply love the fish and chips there..and the service was so good cause when we took out the cake, the waitress automatically brought us plates n fork, unlike in swensen's where they didnt allow us to put the cakes into our mouth. Swensen's service quality is deproving manzz... and thanks yanjun... for the mehmeh hp chain, it was so nice to receive that cos i wanted to buy it for myself for very long already but bu she de. And we xin you ling xi... :) i bot one for ur bday n u bot me one just for fun! hehe....

haiz... sometimes i feel abit unhappy with my life, as in my actions that have caused wat's happening now. i dont feel happy in nus... though i know that this is a phase of life that i've to go thru, but i don't like my lifestyle now. Lack of exercise, lack of time for some of my friends. and i can sad n irritated easily, feel so disgusted with myself... feel that i need a break, a break frm sch... and have sometime for myself.. to really think about what i really want... hmm... i also think u ppl reading this dunno wat im trying to say, i guess its just my moodswing n a bit of lost feeling. ahhhh...

exams coming up...

Exams are just around the corner... in a month plus's time i think the semester should be over liao. so fast! woooh.... programming lab sucks man. Spent hours looking at it and nothing came out of my head n when i looked at the solution, i dunno wat it was trying to do also! arghh... stupid programming. Also having difficulties with physics as well, used to be my fav subject but then now like so damn hard, can die.... (mr har!! need ya help! -- mr har was mi bestest phy teacher in vj... =p)

finally found an entertainment everyday for myself... the 9pm channel 8 show! ren wo au you.. got lots of pretty girls n toro.. i think he is quite cute, n so sweet to fiona. Hmm... at least got something to help me destress every nite. my fav girl is still ou xuan...

fishy is dead...

My house's luohan fish died today. Dunno what happened to it, it just laid at the corner of the tank, motionless... I think my dad is upset abt it, just don't dare to show it... He measured its size (35cm long). Think he has feelings for it cause he reared it for very long already. Poor dad, poor fish.

This somehow reminds me of something jingjing said. Jingjing is the girl character from holland village.... that when you gain something, you lose something. You cannot always gain. I feel that life sometimes can be seen as unfair, but if you measure everything that you have in life, and compare it with others, it will most probably be equal... Some people may be smart and good looking and rich etc, and we see them as really xin fu pple, but maybe they have something bad in their life that we do not see? Somehow i think god is fair to all of us... haha.. agreed?

laptop in hospital

sigh... stupid funner virus, and stupid me... my laptop is at the comcentre in nus now. I stupidly opened something tt my friend didnt even say she was sending me and then my laptop is gone...

Can't wait for exams to be over and holiday to come, my parents promise to bring me and daryl to genting, can't wait to enjoy the cold cold air and drink coffee, yumyum. N i can't wait to try and enter the casino for the sake of entering b4 21 yrs old! haha... so wu liao right, but then i tried once b4, nearly got in but kena stopped. N i also cant wait to play the rides at the theme park too. Love amusement parks... the one in singapore, i went there so many times i dun even want to look at it already. hehe...haven't visited Wild Wild Wet though... still waiting for ppl to jio me. heee...

NEW POLICE STORY!!!

Watched 2 movies over the weekend... hehe... New police story was really great, after watching it, i felt that every single cent was worth it for the movie! Its really a must watch, funny, action and touching movie. Every part of it is clearly explained and the story is really well written! hee.... im really very crazy over it lor, for those people who havent watch it, go watch it man, no regrets. really. The other movie i watched was "the exorcist"... ok lah, scary to a certain extent, ok with it...

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no more guitar?

i've decided to quit guitar already, cause really not much time to practise, and every sat i got to rush back from school for it, if not, i cannot go out on saturdays also. Plus, every month have to ask my mum money to pay for the lessons, i really sian liao.... although i do enjoy guitar lessons and think that it is very wasteful to just quit like that. Really leave me no choice cause i'd rather a free saturday so that i can spend more time with daryl, or when i need to go out with friends... =) (honoured bah dear?)

no more new handphone as well.... cause the uncle whom my dad thought would sign contract fot nothing apparently used it to buy himself a new hp liao. so sad.... but miracle... after i dropped my hp the other day, it 'woke up' and now can work already! just hope that it wun wu duan duan spoil again lor...

mid term tests finally over

Finally can relax abit... The tests are over already, but i didnt do well for most of them lah. Scored the lowest among all my closest friends for every test... haha, but i kan kai liao cause i really think i did try my best, other than the careless part. Dunno why i'm always so careless, can't help it!

Watched Resident Evil over the weekend, not my type of movie for sure, but it was not bad lah, though i watch until abit blur... partly cause i didnt watch part 1. i want to watch the new show by kirsten dunst also, can't remember the title...

Most probably going to get a new hp soon, but still not confirmed yet. Cause my hp spoil liao, use handset cannot hear anything at all, and i was thick skinned enough to request frm my parents for a new one.. haha.... thinking of getting the samsung E600C, but don't know whether it is that good? Cause its small n beautiful.. so i like it.

mooncake festival

Hmmm... Ate lots of mooncake this month! VEry yummy... esp those from daryl's daddy. Oh, and i'm especially crazy about the durian flavoured ones! haha... got the real durian flesh inside the mooncake..(drooling liaoz?).

3 tests over already, still got 2 more to go before this season of tests ends. But it doesn't really make a difference whether there are tests or not because work keeps piling non-stop, everyday there'll surely be new things to do. Having a super hectic and tiring week! Been sleeping for less than 6 hours or so a day and knocking out during train rides, and have been spending hours stuck on certain tutorials and not getting answers in the end, until i seeked for help from friends. Quite demoralising lah but then what to do? My only consolations are helpful friends and classmates... and daryl has been keeping me company all these while so i'm not too stressed lah.
Made some good friends from class, quite amazingly... Wenlee is the girl who sits with me during class everytime, like got partner like that.. and work with me for every lab lesson so i'm not that alone.. Zhikang is my currently closest friend around cause he has been helping me out with work and he's a nice guy~ (my cap depends on u leh)<--- this phrase is quoted from another classmate of mine who also likes to 'depend' on zhikang. haha....

ant attack

Next week is my mid-term break already... how time flies. But then again, it's not totally a term break, cause still have to go back to school for 3 days for tests, and then after the break there will be two more tests... Wah, really abit no life. Gonna catch up with sleep this holiday as well... Been neglecting my guitar for quite some time, feel like giving it up already cause i always have to find time to practise, not that i've no time at all...Just plain lazy. But then again if i quit then its really ban tu er fei... So i guess i'll just have to dig out time each week to practise.

Oh ya, that day there was this ant crawling in my laptop screen. And i wasn't able to remove it cause it was inside the screen, happily(or was it burning?) finding its way in the screen. Maybe my wires too sweet already, ant also want to eat... What if one day i find alot of ants crawling inside? i will be horrified.... haha... hope tt day never comes, my room is not that dirty lah.

avacondas and the hunt for blood orchid

i went for a midnight movie with daryl yesterday... my first time that i can go out so late at night! hee... it was a very nice show(avacondas and the hunt for blood orchid), i watch until very kan jiong for the people. Hee... Quite exciting lah.

How is my new blog skin? hehe... i simply like the colour tt's why i chose it... or is the original one simpler and nicer? =P i dunno how to centralise the blog also, so if anyone knows can teach me?

wireless connection!!!

say goodbye to quarreling over the stupid internet with my brother! hahaha.... finally. my wireless connection is set up and now i can use it on my laptop! And that means, i can use it on the bed, outside my room, in the toilet!!! hahahaa.... yeah, you can hear that im overjoyed right... cos when u dun have it, and u wanted it so badly for so long, now that you have it, of course will go siao lah.

It has been about 4 weeks of school already, sort of getting used to the system (but i still dislike it). To some of my friends who have been neglected by me... sigh, im so sorry, i got so many things to do everyday, work keeps coming and arghh i think i'm growing fatter because i havent been as active as i've been before anymore.

personality test~

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Introverted (I) 75% Extroverted (E) 25% Realistic (S) 63.64% Imaginative (N) 36.36% Emotional (F) 60.61% Intellectual (T) 39.39% Organized (J) 61.76% Easygoing (P) 38.24% Your type is: ISFJ > You are a Guardian, possible professions include - counseling, ministry, library work, nursing , secretarial, curators, bookkeepers, dental hygienists, computer operator, personnel administrator, paralegal, real estate agent, artist, interior decorator, retail owner, musician, elementary school teacher, physical therapist, nurse, social worker, personnel counselor, alcohol/drug counselor.

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prawn fishing

I went prawn fishing ('prawning', since fishing is for fish :P crap)with daryl today! haha.... It was a really fun experience, though most of the time i just stare at the little bob waiting for it to sink = got prawn on the bait. Actually, i only caught one prawn myself, but it was really a great experience! :P I saw the prawn hanging at the end of my rod and it was 'kicking' when i lifted it up, so exciting... I think there were very little prawns available for catch, but then the prawns were qutie big. Then we cooked the prawns for dinner... yumyum. Left a few in the fish tank at daryl's house.

learn table tennis!

my foul mood is sort of over already lah... but still kinda worried over school work cause the tutorials are so hard plus the lecturers - i don't think they help. Anyway i went daryl's house today (act i'm still here.. haha.. waiting for my parents to pick me up from their dinner), I learnt a little bit of table tennis. Quite fun leh, but then i think he play with a lousy beginner like me sure very sianz. Even his little brother can play... super xia suay.

Nothing much interesting happened these days... check out this funny website if u are too bored!
www.miniclip.com
oh ya! and lovely disney pictures can be found here: www.disneyclipart.tripod.com/index.html
me and meiqing were going crazy over the cute disney pics... esp my fav jasmine from aladdin, so pretty! =p

my complaints!!! argh

i dislike school... just feel like going back to the days when i was still working, and going out with friends... Suddenly i just feel so tired, and everything seems to go wrong. I dislike the level of independence in nus, the fact that we have to print our own lecture notes, and every announcement, every single important thing is just posted online. No teachers to guide us along, and information being passed down by friends which dunno originated from where. Hate the amount of text book that we have to buy just to study one stupid module. Hate my brother's silly printer which stopped working when i needed it most, and my printer which ink always dries up. Fed up with my mum's nagging at me for overspending. I'm going crazy soon. =( i want dig a hole and hide myself, go into another world where there are no such rubbish and worries... *sob*

happy brithday singapore!

Yeah... today i went to ndp!! Alot of people and very hot at the beginning. I enjoyed the part where my fav fav lin jun jie sang "home"... so happy to hear him sing live, cause he had this goal of singing for singapore during national day and he did it! hehe... and the fireworks were really pretty, alot of colours and the way they spreaded. Oh ya, i haven't sang the national anthem for ages ever since school ended, so quite happy to sing it also. i sound stupid but quite huai nian the days in vj singing the anthem and school song, plus those cheers that we do together, where there was really a united school spirit...

Tmr sch's officially starting, but there is only one lecture to attend. Its the end of hols and play already, can't bear to part with it!! :(

mia?

finally got my own personal laptop, but then there is no internet connection in my house for it yet, so meanwhile its quite useless. Been missing in action because i went for cac chalet the past week. School is reopening officially next week, so fast... sobs

i went for the ise tea session yesterday, and met alot of new people from my course. Because my course only has about 50 poeple, its quite easy to know most of the girls there already. More than half of them are girls, and quite a few of them has some 'connections with me'. 2 of them are my sec sch friend's friends. another 2 comes from cac camp group 1. and another two comes from vjc, and i've seen their faces before...

I bought my favourite movie vcd already! 50 first dates... anyone who hasn't watched it yet and wants to borrow i'm most willing to share it with u! hehe

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i passed!

I took my driving test today... yeah, it was a really stressful morning. ={ Here is an account of what happened. In the circuit, everything was almost fine except for the directional change which i delayed going in as there was already a car inside. Supposed to move in so that I won't cause a jam behind but then I reacted damn slow till the tester prompted me. He was a little pissed and said that i should apply what my instructor taught me.  After moving out to the road, there was this part where i had to change lane to turn right. i looked at the rear view mirror then wanted to check blindspot, but i too jing zhang so turned the steering abit liao. Then suay suay got this car at my blindspot. I quickly returned to my lane and waited for it to pass... The instructor very angry and scolded me. Told me that it was very dangerous and if it was a motorcycle beside me i would have caused an accident already. Then he like wanted to fail me, could hear it in his voice. I was really sad liao, knew sure die. Then he ticked alot on my score sheet also (the more ticks the more marks. lesser marks better, 20points then fail). I noticed in my score sheet that he even accused me of being slow in restarting stalled engine when i didn't even stall the engine! Truly he wanted to fail me but didn't manage to accumulate enough points to fail me. All those that he ticked are those that still have chance one (won't get the points yet). Then he say.. ok lah, pass you. i was super delighted!! :P so happy it's over! Oh ya.. i got 14points in total.

bowling!!!

Today i went to daryl's bowling competition at raffles tc, cos he 'invited' me to be the photographer, help them take photos. And coincidentally, i wore a shirt with lots of stars and a necklace and hairpin with stars too. Overwhelmed with lots of lucky stars, daryl won the championship for men's individual! cool manz~ Actually there were alot of older men there, and they all bowled so well. My bowling skills totally cannot make it, marks fluctuate like nobody's business. Can range from 60 plus to... 133. yup that's my highest, and that was obtained a year ago, never got that score again after that. so lousy! =P

my 3days

Been 'away' for 3 days because I had my '3day thing' with my dear meiqing and melissa! They came over to stay over at my house and i simply had lots of fun catching up with them, shopping and touring sentosa (although i've been there alot of times this yr). As usual, we took alot of photos together, we love taking photos together. :P

Meiqing finally dyed her hair!! She always thought that dyeing will spoil the hair and never wanted to dye it, yet she changed her mind about it and DIY! And guess what? Me and melissa did it for her. At first i was really worried how it would turn out like because we had totally no experience of dyeing hair and she also had no experience of getting her hair dyed. But in the end, it turns out to be fine, or i should say, it looks quite professional. haha! so happy and i kept staring at my beautiful work everyday while i was with her. The red simply suited meiqing well. =) yeah...

drowsy and blur

today i went to nus for the engineering talk. I was so blur today, plus i kept falling asleep during the talk, most probably because i took the cough medicine... While I was on my way there, (took a train) listening to linkin park at a vol of 15 on my discman to entertain myself and hopefully wake me up abit... in the end, i knocked out during the train ride! Cannot believe also. Anyway tmr i'll be going back to take qet, really hope that i can pass, then can have more time to do other things, don't have to stay back for extra lessons. Just hope that it'll be easy to pass...

I finally got permission legally from my parents to stay over nite at fren's house! after 19 years of sleeping at home (except for camps/holidays). hehe... finally feel a alittle freedom allowed in this house. so happy... only people who suffered disappointment many many times because cannot stay over at friend's house will understand how happy i m! :)

my name...

Today at my grannie's house, one of my uncles came over and he has a new baby! Cannot believe that i haven't seen him for so long, suddenly got a new baby in the family. She is so cute, and her name is Renee. It's pronounced as "re-ney". I think it's a sweet name and rather uncommon... so unlike my name, so many people also got the same name as me, or should i say, same name and sirname as well. i once had a neighbour who is called yvonne tan as well.
 
Talking about my name, there are 2 english versions of my chinese name. my chinese name is actually huai(2) lin(2). And unfortunately, the word huai cannot be found in the dictionary at all. papergoat's (daryl) version of it was 'forest why orange' (chen is orange, huai sounds like why, and lin is forest). damn creative hor daryl =P... and liang qiao's version of it is 'river jade'. the word huai is actually a name of a chinese river in china (cheem?). and lin means jade. ;P nice rite? hehehe. Maybe u pple can start creating ur own english version of ur chinese names! If cannot think of any then can find daryl to help liao. haha.

this is the song...

爱一个人 需要缘份 你何苦让自己 越陷越深
别傻得用你的天真 去碰触不安的灵魂 每一天只能痴痴的等
爱一个人 别太认真 你受伤的眼神 令人心疼
没有一个人 非要另一个人 才能过一生 你又何苦逼自己 面对伤痕
我知道你很难过 感情的付出 不是真心就会有结果
别问怎么做 爱才能长久 这道理有一天你会懂
我知道你很难过 昨天是恋人 今天说分手就分手
别问你的痛 要怎么解脱 多情的人注定 伤的比较久
爱若变成了刺 思念也成了痴 也许心碎是爱情最美的样子

the blur me...

I'm so blur!!! And i had to forfeit $58.80 for my blurness.. sobsob. I thought that my driving lesson starts at 6pm, and happily woke up at 10plus, went for a swim and went bowling and then... i went to bbdc, scan my book and the screen showed "No bookings. Please check booking statement". I was stunned, thinking that the stupid pc made a mistake. Then after that i realised that my lesson was actually at 9.50 this morning... I've missed it and I was still sleeping soundly and happily at that time. Still can't believe that my brains are not functioning very well, why do i have such a forgetful brain...

a day at sentosa...

Had lots of fun at sentosa today with my cac camp group people. Although it was an outing for all the people from the camp, our group was the most 'siao-on' cause many of us came! See, this is what is most important, that we are still so enthu after the camp... hehe.

We played volleyball, captain's ball, football (me and meiqing were the untouchables in the game =p)... all kinds of ball games in the sand and sea. Well, so xia suay lor, cause i really very long never touch volleyball. Still remembered the last time i played it in vj, i was very stressed and kept on practising before we played against other classes. Guess i'm just lousy at it lah. Got two chances to serve the ball but couldn't even get it over the net, xia suay in front of so many pple! =( But anyway, i enjoyed the swimming part most. We got to sit on the big floating thing which looked like a big piece of cheese to me. Luckily for us, it only drizzled a while then after that the sun gave all of us nice tans.

Now im all burnt on the face, guess it will start peeling soon, though i wish it won't.

finally!

Finally i decided to start a blog to keep friends updated about myself. Thanks to melissa, she was the one who gave me the idea... =)

School's starting soon, i'm excited and at the same time sad.. cause this long holiday will be gone forever. And i really quite scared that my brains have 'rotted' during the hols as well. I want to get my brains to start thinking again, but i know once it starts i will be very sianz. Will be entering NUS, ISE course... for pple who don't know what's that, can ask me! hehe. hmm, went to a camp organised by CAC, and knew quite a few people from there, so feel better and not so much a stranger in that new environment.

Remember to come and read my blog frequently k? Although i know this first one is abit the crap. =P. will try to update it as often as i can.