It isn't getting any better. Sigh.. 2 days ago, there was lesser hair in the shower. Really much lesser n I thought yea.. Finally there is some improvement. But no.. 2 days later, clumps of hair dropped out during bath again. Sigh. My hopes dashed. Now I think my hair loss is just the same as 2 months ago. Still as bad. My hair is so bad that even the sides can see scalp. Omg.

I did so much for this post partum hair loss. Before it even started, I put the hair loss serum that is specially for hair loss due to pregnancy. I checked my thyroid, saw a thyroid specialist. I saw 2 hair specialists, now doing laser n spraying some minoxidil (elaborate later) , I saw psychologist as I was so depressed about it. I saw Chinese physician n taking chi med now. I changed n tried so many different shampoos. I bought wooden combs. Sigh. N my condition is still the same. I'm juz so worried cos before it started, I already had less hair, even my student asked me to go 101. :( now its cannot Jian ren alrd. I'm so worried.

Minoxidil - once stop using, will lost the regrown hair.. What's the point of using then? I still need to get pregnant again, which is when I will need to stop using minoxidil as its not recommended urif pregnancy. Laser hair rejuvenation - so costly n yet when I researched abt it ppl say it's just a scam. So what to do? I'm just at a loss.

True enOugh, I didn't enjoy my hk trip.. I sPent the entire time there getting all stressed abt my hair. It got very much worse those few days. The whole hotel room was filled with my hair.. I only needed to sweep my hair lightly n the hair just falls out. Now my scalp is very obvious, many many holes everywhere. I became so depressed in hk that taking no pay leave to hide at home or shave botak n wear a wig crossed my mind. Now I'm still losing alot of hair, but thankfully not as much as two weeks ago, or prob now cos I'm so afraid of losing too much that I don't wash my hair that thoroughly. It's still very bad la, my hair still sheds easily.

Today baby avril is exactly 6 mths old. I feel so sad that I'm so disturbed by my hair that I cannot breastfeed nor enjoy my daughter fully. Sigh.. I went back to work a week ago, initially I thOught I will not be able to cope with work cos of my hAir, but surprisingly when I'm at work my focus was shifted to work n thus lesser time to worry abt hair. My students are also a joy to me, ESP my sec 4s. They r so sweet to me. I taught something wrongly in the first lesson but they didn't blame me n kept telling me it's ok..

Let me recover from this madness hair loss please.. I cannot hide anymore if I continue to lose.. :(