intruder....

seems like there is a joker trying to be wuliao.... i've decided to remove mi tagboard. and hey joker, if u wan to make fun of mi... there are other methods! i would like to know who u are idiot.

mel and those who always post on mi tagboard..hehe.. if u have anything to say to mi can always talk on msn...

nowadays my parents are more weight conscious.. they kept walking on the treadmill! haha.... maybe cos its the weekends now then they are free to do these kind of things. But i'm very happy that they are making an effort to keep themselves a little healthier... (like mi!) hehe....

Yesterday i met an old friend from OBS, he was with his gf... he was a very nice guy, and i remmber him as a good pal while i was in obs, but then never keep in touch liao. Then i was like standing next to them, and i din know until he called mi... But it was quite weird, cos i dunno wat to say to him, plus he wit gf then even more awkward. so i just stoned for about 7 mrt stops?? haha...

I realli cant wait for school to end again.. actually its ard one more month plus then everything is over alreadi. But there are so many obstacles before i can be free. Really dread the oral defence coming up for ctw. haizz... and all the exams and tests... and of cos the results..(even worse).

life sucks

yah... kinda stressed and upset with my life. over school work, tests... alot of things been making mi sadder and sadder with myself. i feel stupid, useless n idiotic in nus.. shouldnt have chosen it in the first place, its not suitable for mi. definitely not. im not happy with my results, im not happy with the whole of nus. i can say that this is the worst part of my study life so far. and i really hate it to the max, to the core, watever. nus make mi hate studying, make me demoralized as a human being. my life has NO meaning in nus.. everyday i just study, worry for results, study hard but still the results are like a pile of shit. i realli feel like quitting.

its already march!

hmm... how time flies... all my mid terms are finally over. Goodness... luckily man... if not i will surely die. All the tests have been so hard, maths was terrible too. Hope that my score wouldnt be as bad as physics.

Just woke up from a terrible dream... dreamt that i was all alone and sparks of fire just started ard mi, and then the whole building which i was in was being burnt down... i already escaped but no matter where i run, fire kept starting to burn around me. Maybe is those recent bush fires that made me dreamt of that. Scary leh.... thought it was so real... when i woke up i was so relieved.....

yeah... my parents bot mi a new treadmill!! next time dun need to go downstairs to run anymore=) hehe.... its coming tonite.. very excited!

sighs....

Just want to complain that life is so unfair... have been rather down these few days, cause of the stupid physics test... to say the truth, i really studied for it, though i did not study THAT hard, but i feel that i've done enough and spent sufficient time to understand everything.... in the end, i only got 5/15. Such lousy marks.... think there is a mistake in my shading of answers also, cos i m supposed to got 6 instead. i got at least 3 careless mistakes, and for the effort that i've put in for the test, think i should deserve a decent 8 or 9 like the rest... why did i get so low? haiz... realli saddening as it is my fav subject somemore... and its realli demoralising... like im so stupid. =(