american idol

only left two papers! cant really focus now.. haha! Oh man... yesterday's american idol was so shocking, thought scott will definitely be out already since simon say him until like that. And i think he is really quite bad, but he got into the top 3 group! I couldnt believe it lor, they must have made a mistake. And its quite a waste for constantine to be out, but i dun really like him so its ok... hehe.. i support the two girls!! But then i think vonzell also not much hope. But hopefully she can stay till top3 left. hopefully la....

better get back to study.. :P

in the middle of exams

two papers have passed!! but then i din do well for them, my physics paper was very bad!! But i'm happy that ctw is oveR... yippPeee...=)

yeah... i found all my primary school mates in friendster from a friend! So happy because i get to know how they are now, after losing contact for about 8years! So interesting to know where they are now and how they are doing. N im amazed at the photos of huimin and weiming! haha... they look so couplish~~ And some of my primary school friends know friends i know from my junior college, the world is just so tiny...

still got 4 more papers to go... i miss swimming terribly. Havent jumped into the pool for more than maybe 2 mths. i wanna swim, slack and playyYY...... im waiting...

nothing much to blog abt... mel!! im so jealous of u.. rem that we are going out on the 6th??

my birthday is over

yah my birthday is over, and it has been quite a while since i last blogged. my birthday was pretty fine, and i wanna thank my dear meis and friends for celebrating it for me without fail. So sweet of them, tho its already exam time. And the presents too! I loved them... got new bags, accessories, clothes etc =) hehe... choon studying in australia also sent presents to mi thru mail! how sweet. N not to forget my dearie who bought mi a nice new wallet, same brand as b4 (pierre cardin). hehe... actually it was my request for it, how thick skinned. =P

just 4 more days, then i'll be sitting for my first paper. I'm not well prepared, and i realli am trying my best to catch up. But somehow, i just feel stressed up and cannot really study to the max that i can everyday. i already never think of all those smarties in nus mugging everyday and nite, im just stressed by the fact that i'm slow, and incompetent. But im really too tired to think too much already. i will just do all that i can, and that's it. realli hope that this time the results wont be worse than last time........ hard to say

I dislike my physics tutor, he always doesnt reply my mails, only reply to some of them. Sigh.. think he is lazy. Whereas my statics tutor is still the best.. =) whenever i think of him i will smile. if only he can be my tutor for the rest of the modules that i will take.. *dreams* he is great, damn great~

pizzaHeart

i love pizza... hee... simply love it manz, everytime my dad says he wan to order pizza... i'll always be very happy. I just tried this pizza which has 2 in 1 flavours. One side is hawaiian, the other is curry chicken. Yummy! Love the garlic bread too.

Went to kelly services to find a part time job for the upcoming holidays.. quite excited, because i miss working and meeting new kind of pple... my first experience working in hsbc was great, exposed mi to lots of new things, and i realised that there are many different kind of pple around, bad ones especially... ppl backstabbing each other also lor. Actually i think i miss money flowing into my bank account more. haha... And this hol i promise myself that i won't spend too much money like last time already. Must try to save up!

Going to start studying for exams soon... Quite scared about everything but at the same time, i know i got to go thru it, and i really hope that god will help me through this tough exams period and allow mi to not be too stressed... recently just went to see a doctor because i felt sick, then the doc said i was too stressed! But i didnt really feel THAT much stress... or maybe i did... well then i was given this medicine which made mi so dizzy that i fell to sleep as soon as i took it and the next day i felt alright again.

Good luck to all my frens having exams now... esp mel and limin. hehe... jia you!

my theory of friends

why blogging about friends? there are some friends whom you can trust and some friends whose friendship are definitely not worth keeping... If you have many friends, you have many friends with different characters(duh), and if you befriend them, you should be able to accept their faults and enjoy your friendship with them... No one is perfect in this world, everyone has their faults.

I admit, that there are friends whom i have quarrelled with, and then we are friends again.. the "scar of that quarrel" (?? haha) may still be there, but as long as you are able to forgive and forget, the friendship will continue, and you will learn to treasure the friendship even more. One should never pretend to "forgive and forget" and then start to say bad things about the person behind his/her back. its just not right, i mean... do you want someone to complain about you without u knowing it?

haizz... why is friendship ever so complicated? Is that the reason why relationships are even more complicated? Why cant everything be more simple..?

Backstabbing friends is realli a serious crime for friendship.

intruder....

seems like there is a joker trying to be wuliao.... i've decided to remove mi tagboard. and hey joker, if u wan to make fun of mi... there are other methods! i would like to know who u are idiot.

mel and those who always post on mi tagboard..hehe.. if u have anything to say to mi can always talk on msn...

nowadays my parents are more weight conscious.. they kept walking on the treadmill! haha.... maybe cos its the weekends now then they are free to do these kind of things. But i'm very happy that they are making an effort to keep themselves a little healthier... (like mi!) hehe....

Yesterday i met an old friend from OBS, he was with his gf... he was a very nice guy, and i remmber him as a good pal while i was in obs, but then never keep in touch liao. Then i was like standing next to them, and i din know until he called mi... But it was quite weird, cos i dunno wat to say to him, plus he wit gf then even more awkward. so i just stoned for about 7 mrt stops?? haha...

I realli cant wait for school to end again.. actually its ard one more month plus then everything is over alreadi. But there are so many obstacles before i can be free. Really dread the oral defence coming up for ctw. haizz... and all the exams and tests... and of cos the results..(even worse).

life sucks

yah... kinda stressed and upset with my life. over school work, tests... alot of things been making mi sadder and sadder with myself. i feel stupid, useless n idiotic in nus.. shouldnt have chosen it in the first place, its not suitable for mi. definitely not. im not happy with my results, im not happy with the whole of nus. i can say that this is the worst part of my study life so far. and i really hate it to the max, to the core, watever. nus make mi hate studying, make me demoralized as a human being. my life has NO meaning in nus.. everyday i just study, worry for results, study hard but still the results are like a pile of shit. i realli feel like quitting.

its already march!

hmm... how time flies... all my mid terms are finally over. Goodness... luckily man... if not i will surely die. All the tests have been so hard, maths was terrible too. Hope that my score wouldnt be as bad as physics.

Just woke up from a terrible dream... dreamt that i was all alone and sparks of fire just started ard mi, and then the whole building which i was in was being burnt down... i already escaped but no matter where i run, fire kept starting to burn around me. Maybe is those recent bush fires that made me dreamt of that. Scary leh.... thought it was so real... when i woke up i was so relieved.....

yeah... my parents bot mi a new treadmill!! next time dun need to go downstairs to run anymore=) hehe.... its coming tonite.. very excited!

sighs....

Just want to complain that life is so unfair... have been rather down these few days, cause of the stupid physics test... to say the truth, i really studied for it, though i did not study THAT hard, but i feel that i've done enough and spent sufficient time to understand everything.... in the end, i only got 5/15. Such lousy marks.... think there is a mistake in my shading of answers also, cos i m supposed to got 6 instead. i got at least 3 careless mistakes, and for the effort that i've put in for the test, think i should deserve a decent 8 or 9 like the rest... why did i get so low? haiz... realli saddening as it is my fav subject somemore... and its realli demoralising... like im so stupid. =(

some thoughts

its been a while since i last blogged... valentine's day has come and gone, though i didn't celebrate it on the actual day with mi dear, i had a happy sunday watching constantine with him, and not forgetting munching on the delicious stuff crust pizza at ps. :) mi generous dear bot mi a real nice espirit watch, it has sort of pink crystals inside it? hehe... it suddenly dawned upon mi that i'm such a lucky girl who has someone to love me, though i will occasionally feel that he doesnt realli put in alot of effort to really care abt mi feelings. think i'm a bit too sensitive on my part... and maybe i'm the one who takes him for granted sometimes. watever it is... i'm happy to have someone who doesn't give up on mi because i always throw tantrums and crying at small things.. hah...

im the sort of person who likes to bring up things from the past... haha... i remember when i first saw daryl, the cannot make it to 21, 16-yr old little boy, i nv thought that he wud be mi dear... the very first time i went out with him alone, i realised that he so gentle n so kind.... and now... hahaha. why m i talking about him? heh... nothing better to do and taking a break from studying physics now. my one week hol break has come... but then i feel abit stressed out, cause i have a physics test this coming sat, and i know nothing much... and it covers 10 chaps from the physics text... a few hundred pages, not forgetting hw and stupid ctw too~

happy chinese new year!

yeah.... finally can collect hong bao once agaiN! haha.... no la, happy cause its holiday and can slack abit... but not so.. next week i've got 3 tests, And 1 critique assignment to hand in leh... very sian lor. This friday i also have physics lab from 9 to 12 am!! i wan to complain ah!! =(

yeah!! today went bowling again... my average today is about 120 like tt!! haha... so shuang. Actually today's game was very interesting, cause we played this "forty frames" game, where each frame, there'll be different bonuses or bad stuff... eg. the 9pin thingy where 9 pins down is counted as a strike, super sour grapes where 5 points will be deducted for any pins left on ur first throw, mulligen where u can choose whether you want to rethrow ur first throw... makes things more interesting! =)

wishing all my friends a happy new yr and collect lots of hongbao and happiness!

arghh my blog!

i dont know what happened to my silly blog, the picture was just gone and the words couldnt be seen.... i didnt do anything to it, how come like tat? sigh... hope after changing the colours, the words can be seen liao. must wait long long b4 i've time to download another new blog skin.

CNY is coming... but i think i'm very busy. Got assignments to hand in after new yr, and many many tests coming up!! alot of things, very little time to enjoy. Think during new year i will still have to do work. So sian.....

Hehe... my fave pineapple tarts are here! Love to eat pineapple tarts so much. really yummy, esp those which are softer and more butterish in taste.. haha.. how to describe leh? im just gonna eat lots of them..... ahhh.

nothing much to blog about, cos my life has been rather boring these days. just gg to sch n coming home... nothing new, nothing exciting... just wan to xuan yao that my bowling scores average was 113 the other time! (for 6 games). so happy, but dunno whether i can maintain it and go higher anot =P

some updates

haizz, my stupid retainers broke... i always never take good care of things. spoil already then come n complain. =( now got to wait for 2 weeks plus b4 i can get a new one, and it will cost me two hundred dollars! arghhh damn it.

these two days i've been very suay... i dropped my poor phone on a carpark ground, those hard hard with a lot of pokies one.... so now my phone has holes here and there. small but not beautiful anymore. so careless rite...

i bought a new pair of shoes for CNY! haha... i'm so happy cause its a pair of tennis shoes, though i dun play well but then i love the design, plus its the same design as daryl's. hehe... and can wear it to go out also. Should have chosen running shoes instead, but i couldnt find any nice designs so in the end bot the tennis one... its white and baby blue in colour. A little too sweetie pie for me, but daryl says the colour is nice. Don't know why i dun go for sweet looking clothes or accessories anymore.. haha.... old liao.

alot of work to do.... damn sianzzzz

my new blog skin!

hehehe... this blogskin is much greener... n more peaceful i guess. Time to change the colour cos getting quite sick of purple, haha.. not that i dun like purple lah.

haizz... work is piling already, next week tutorial starts. Sucks man... today i just had my first lesson of critical thinking and writing, luckily my teacher doesnt call names and pick people from the class to answer questions, anyone can just say out answers. And of course i'll be my usual self, sitting quietly in class trying to be invisible. i know i've got to learn to speak up and be braver, but it is just not my character to be able to do that... sigh, hate that module.

but im lucky though, cos i got meiqing to accompany me for all the tutorials, so i think im very blessed already....

school days

it has been one week since school reopened... but it felt like holiday for me still cause i still go bowling and play tennis and slack around before and after school. did i mention before that i've my own bowling ball n shoe already? hehe... i koped frm daryl's house n then we went to drill holes to fit my own finger... cool huh... though i'm still a lousy beginner. hehe.. but quite happy today cause i managed to spare a few that has corner pins left. heh... =) Yup, i'm going to try my best to become a better player, must make good use of the ball!

i also went to visit my cousin over this weekend... she had met with an accident, and she's only primary four. Haizz... very sad and heart pain when i look at her, cos its quite a bad accident and she has cuts and wounds all over her face n eyes and neck... sigh. poor thing...

wild wild wet

yeah... last week of my holiday, i've finally visited all the important places that i always wanted to go. Actually wild wild wet is quite small... very fast can finish all the rides there. I liked the one which has a steep slope and the ularlah ride. hehe.. mi and meiqing screamed very loud the first time we took the most exciting ride... so fuN!! haha... but it was really quite scary because the speed was quite high... And the water playground is not bad also. There is this big Yakult bottle which pours water and alot of ppl will gather below it to get the water... and there is this wave pool, called tsunami. Like sea like that lor... but the name like quite bad, cos of the tsunami disaster... Oh, and one sad news when we got there: there were alot of army guys around.. yuck, make the queues longer and they were really rowdy and irritating. Even saw one of our jc guy fren there, but he didnt see us.

Oh ya, one thing i want to complain about... is that the KFC at www suxx!!! They sell 2 zinger burgers then ran out of it. so lousy lor.... how can kfc dun have zinger burger one. And a fly flew into my nose after we finished our meal. Wah damn suay... i blew it out then it died on the tissue paper. So disgusting.

Left 2 more days onli.. then have to go back to school liao. Really cant bear to part with the holidays. realli realli.... haizzzzz

snowcity!

Went to snow city yesterday, actually thought that its quite big, but then there was only one big slide and a small playground for kids to play. But anyway it was very fun cos the slide was really cool... (and cold as well). The speed at which i slided down was really fast, then i fell off the float thingy twice and slide down using my butt. haha...The temperature inside was about -5 degree celcius, super cold and freezing. I could not even control my hands properly because they were very numb. Quite a good experience =)

ahh... i bought another bag again. Mel read this sure scold mi one... its the forth bag?? that i bought in this holiday already... haizzz... cannot help it la.. cos the bag looks real nice.. or should i say, i'm attracted to branded goods. Hai, cannot la, getting too materialistic liao. I kiv jj's vcd for so long liao.. should buy that first before anything else, in the end still buy other things... sigh....

my second fishing trip

The other time i went to catch prawns, this time is really fishing! haha... spent almost 7 hours staring at the bob to go down (means there's fish biting), and finally there was some pull. But unluckily, daryl was not around with me at that time cause he went to buy more little prawns. Did i manage to hook that stupid fish which came at the wrong time up? haha.. yes i did! at first i shouted for help, but no one heard mi... then i just anyhow jerk the rod and reel the line in. And yup!! i got it! haha.... was really amazed that i was lucky. But actually not lucky also... cos we spent a whole day there n caught very little fish.

merry belated christmas to all

Christmas is over, so fast! still got around 2 more weeks then school's gonna reopen liao. so must enjoy myself to the fullest. Well i sorta did, cos a few days ago i went out with mel for a really big shopping spreeeee. Both of us spent more than a hundred bucks in a day, and my savings during last school semester is almost gone just like that! Cos that day there was sale at ebase and mango... and i finally bot myself a proper denim skirt which i like alot. Going to buy more skirts in future cos i have alot of pants and hardly wear skirts. Must be more girly.. haha..

results are out already. Not realli "announcing" my results here but i wan to talk about it lor. Quite saddening la.. i got A- for physics and electrical engine, B+ for maths n programming.. and then my contempt phys (GEM) got C+!!! argh... if not for my gem... my cap could have been higher. Didnt expect to get so low.. in fact i tot it would be one of my better subjects lor. Maybe everyone did very well for it, tat's why my results are not good enough to match up with them. Then Prog is quite surprising... tot i would get lowest for it but it turned out quite okay. Nvm la, kan kai abit liao, just study hard for the next sem...

any suggestions for a bear's name?

i've got a new diy bear! It comes with a birthcert too but i haven't thought of any name for it yet. Its abit yellowish-white in colour, looks very cute lor (its a girl btw). hehe...

went all over singapore to find clay's christmas album, still cannot find! so fast everywhere is sold out. Wanted to get it for xuan for christmas present cause she wanted it very much. feel so shi bai that i waited too long to buy it. been spending quite alot on christmas stuff as well... tho im not a christian but i treat it a day to exchange presents n play!!

trying to read the comic "bowling king" these few days. i usually dun touch comics but now i think comics are actualli quite fun to look at. The pictures sometimes quite funny.. =) Learning how to play tennis bit by bit, still quite lousy at it becos my ball always fly out of the court or cannot reach the net, but i m trying very hard!! hehe...